I know I should have my own thread but I come here. I lost it. Went way down on Bac for only the 'anxiety' help and lost. I read every day. I drank every day. I took off from my work. I wanted to let the alcohol just take me.. I read the threads every day. I hated all of you: Ne, Murph, Otter, Ig, Bleep, Red and the rest of you at all times. How the hell could you know more about me than me?
I am back up to 180mg and fighting. I dropped to let side effects win... and they did.
I became a drunk again. I believe in this drug; I held it and saw it's power for a moment and let it go.
I am back.
I am sorry to any of you that I offended fighting for the alcoholic side of me to win. You have all saved me in your own way.
I am sober, thank you God. Today I know baclofen will save my life. Thank you Otter for those articles; thank you Ne, Red, Ig Rudy and the rest for always fighting, and thank you Murph for being an ass (you are a guardian angel to many of us) :-)
Lady
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