I keep looking at that bottle of baclofen, but it feels so good not to have to feel like I'm fighting for air (it's baaaaaack!). I can do the insomnia and the falling asleep at inopportune moments, all the other strangeness. I've read just recently (couldn't tell you who) was coming down from high dose and had already put up with all that. I don't know what to do. I cannot predict from one day to the next which side effect is going to make a showing. I feel like if I knew what I could expect maybe it would be easier? Maybe not. I don't know. My week is used up. I really do have to go to work Monday. I'm 49 so maybe I fall into the "elderly among us" category?
I think my comfort zone is around 100. That's where drinking is very diminished and SE's aren't kicking me around. I've been think that if I was to shoot for switch and come back down, that's probably where I would park it. That is a terribly wordy way of saying that I think I'm going to park it and try to use willpower, supplements, my AA meeting (the one each week that doesn't make me want to puke), and other things. I think I'm calling :truce: on baclofen.
I'm not sad. I'm just trying to figure out what to do next.
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