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    #916
    Me, myself and getting sober

    Space, just wanted to say how glad I am that the wedding so well! It sounds like it was amazing.

    I'm not surprised that you're tired. Following a major event like that is a feeling of relief, but also kind of a letdown.

    REST and post when you're ready! Hugs and love!
    "Yet someday this will have an end
    All choices made or choice resigned,
    And in your face the literal eye
    Trace little of your history,
    Nor ever piece the tale entire
    Of villages that had to burn
    And playgrounds of the will destroyed
    Before you could be safe from time
    And gather in your brow and air
    The stillness of antiquity."

    From "At Majority" by Adrienne Rich

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      #917
      Me, myself and getting sober

      Hi Space, just checking in, how are you doing? anything new going on? Are you feeling rested up from the wedding yet, it does take awhile to wind down from big events like those that have been in the works for so long. So, just thinking of you, wish you were here, Sun is here with me due to the summit getting cancelled, I will PM you all the details.

      Ok, love ya,
      Play

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        #918
        Me, myself and getting sober

        Im ok just been very tired and not had anything to say, last night I felt so crap I poured away 1/2 of my 2nd can of lager so thats good, I hope thats the start of my getting a grip on the drink again as I have been drinking too much lately. So I just need to start getting back to normal life now and work out what to do with it.

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          #919
          Me, myself and getting sober

          Hi Space, sorry I haven't had time to PM you yet, just a lot going on here with Sun visiting, it is going well, she is great, you would really like her. Look at our first day on the other thread. I'll also update you on plans for Spain, nothing new, just waiting to find out the surgery date for my daughter and will let you know when things are in the works. Good for starting to think about getting it under control again, I'm getting more serious again now, I'm getting tired of it again, so maybe I can get motivated again soon, Sun and I have been talking about it, it really helps to have someone around to motivate with. So, talk soon, get your energy up and be good,

          Love, Play

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            #920
            Me, myself and getting sober

            Im not feeling well right now, got some flu type bug, but the good news is one can last night again

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              #921
              Me, myself and getting sober

              Hope you feel better soon, Space!!! And good for you on cutting down on the lager!!

              Get some rest!! Take care of yourself!
              "What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us." Ralph Waldo Emerson

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                #922
                Me, myself and getting sober

                Yes, I second the great job last night. You know as well as the rest of us, or better, that stopping right away isn't always the best.

                Sorry about the flu! It does give you a plenty good reason to curl up under some blankets and drink some nice tea while watching a whole bunch of TV, though, right?

                Um, or is it warm there right now? We colonials not only have problems with time zones but with weather as well.

                :l:l:l:l

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                  #923
                  Me, myself and getting sober

                  OK I forgot this time that being physically ill like I have been puts me in danger of becoming mentally ill again, and hey ho it has, it is taking me all my strenght to write this but for some reason I feel compelled to do so, why, to publically humiliate myself, I dont know, but I am not well, in fact I am now worried things that havent happened to me in a long while have started happening to me, what the fuck is going on. I was standing at my back door just before and the door leading to my kitchen closed, I went to look who was there but there was know one there, so I just saw a door close by itself and no it wasnt the wind, so did the door close or did I imagine it. I used to get a lot of this shit when I drank a lot and I think most of it was dt's, but I dont drink like that any more so this is not dt's, its worse, its fucking me. Or maybe its just this flu thing and Im so tired. Oh I dont know. But the door did close.

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                    #924
                    Me, myself and getting sober

                    At the risk of stepping outside my comfort zone, am posting here... have Pm'd you space....

                    hugs, sun XXX
                    How simple it is to see that we can only be happy now and there will never be a time when it is not now....

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                      #925
                      Me, myself and getting sober

                      Hi Space. Weird shit happens sometimes. Wind or no, whatever else was going on that door did not want to be open anymore. I wouldn't worry about your mental health just yet. Unless you got into an argument with the door about the relative benefits of staying open.

                      Or being humiliated? C'mon, I'd still be arguing with that door. Or fishing my PJ bottoms out of the toilet bowl. "Cause ya'll remember that that happened, right? That's why we're all here. And nobody's going to get all judgy over anything.

                      Love and hugs, Space.

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                        #926
                        Me, myself and getting sober

                        Oh wow its 8.10pm and Im not sure what to do, Im in bed watching a film, but still need to make sure my son gets a bath and gets to bed for school tomorrow so I cant just go to sleep, got to stay awake, my mind and body doesnt want to, I also just took a valium, not sure why, at the time I was thinking of sleeping so that was a stupid thing to do,or should I go round the shop and get drink, will that keep me up? well it does for a while but thats when Im not as done in as I am now.

                        The door thing, actually Im not bothered by it, Ive had so many of these fucking weird things happen now they dont scare me, both just my seeing and hearing things, (when its not dt's) and also a guy who came up to me in the post office once and told me he knew I could see and hear them too, he meant the dead, another guy who was doing reiki treatment and said he was a white white said similar that he thought I should join a pyschic group, but actually I dont hear the dead, and things like doors opening/closing and whatever dont bother me. Now I look even more like a nut job. But now Ive calmed down I know thats none of my illness, my illness is depression, the thing that puts me in bed for time at time.

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                          #927
                          Me, myself and getting sober

                          StuckinLA;1375886 wrote:

                          Or being humiliated? C'mon, I'd still be arguing with that door. Or fishing my PJ bottoms out of the toilet bowl. "Cause ya'll remember that that happened, right? That's why we're all here. And nobody's going to get all judgy over anything.

                          Love and hugs, Space.
                          Love ya stuck :l

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                            #928
                            Me, myself and getting sober

                            The bath can wait. Get your son in bed and then get you to bed. Sleepytime, Space. Sleep is good.

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                              #929
                              Me, myself and getting sober

                              The bath is running so too late, my son in bed at 8.30pm!!!!!!! once hes had his bath tho its up to him, I will do the mum thing and tell him to go to bed and then pretend I cant hear him still up on his xbox

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                                #930
                                Me, myself and getting sober

                                Have to do my onine work thing right now, so no time. Just

                                and hugs. Love ya Space

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