Thanks again everyone for the help and advice here.
Ne, thank you for giving your honest thoughts on things. Please don't delete your message, as it is not offensive in any way whatsoever.
It's interesting that there is research saying that naltrexone is effective by itself, and I'm interested at looking into the sources you mention. I must admit I haven't been keeping up with all the medications lately like I used to.
I have read so many TSM devotees saying that nal can never work outside their method, just as many said high dose baclofen could almost never fail and had almost no side effects. I think, when people with something so hard to treat as alcohol dependence find a new idea, they naturally want to shout it from the rooftops, but unfortunately they can also dismiss ideas that are different. I have fallen into that same trap, with my own 'different' ideas such as cannabis substitution (which I said had virtually cured me) and using various strong sedatives as alcohol substitutes. I did delete my own post naming all the drugs I thought could substitute for alcohol, as I had become concerned that lurkers and newcomers could go out and actually try such things without any medical knowledge or supervision (and while likely to mix alcohol with such drugs).
I have ordered some baclofen from Virtuous Labs, to have another shot at it. A doctor here in Australia is willing to prescribe it, but only to a maximum of 100 mg per day. I will probably stay on Campral and Antabuse while starting back on baclofen, as I can get those prescribed. I will also be switching from Xanax to Valium under that same doctor's supervision, as I am relying too heavily on the Xanax and finding its short half life too troublesome. Even when spread out, the peaks and troughs in its levels cause me emotional difficulties, especially anxiety. Valium has never done this. I could use baclofen to fill in the gaps I suppose, and just stay on Xanax, but Valium has been more successful for me in the past. I'm also trying to steer clear of cannabis these days as much as possible, and may taper off both Campral and benzodiazepines once on a higher dose of baclofen.
I am pretty sure that abstinence, at least from alcohol, is the best goal for me, although control would certainly be better than 20 standard drinks at night! One of my mates is right now drinking himself into his grave, at levels of 25-35 per session, and another friend is in even worse shape. This, and reading about the final stages of alcoholism, puts a lot of fear into me. With me, once drinking at night, a part of my mind just wants me to get drunk. It always happens, although strangely enough I can have a drink or two during the day and not want any more. I have never taken baclofen while drinking, and it would be amazing to me if it did allow control, and allow freedom from the obsession to be drunk/high at night.
Thanks very much for the encouragement. I have decided to try Dr Ameisen's original titration, as he has written in his book. Dr Levin is too far from here and in a different time zone obviously. I'll see how I go doing it Dr A's way anyhow.
Thanks Bminor and Redhead too, I wish everyone here all the best with overcoming alcohol dependence. Sorry again for a long post.
Greg xxx
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