Okay, a bit more thought. In the post I deleted I listed what I thought might be SEs, much like what's been said. The thing is, I'm not sure that they are related to baclofen, these uncomfortable things I experience. (Somnolence in the afternoon, for instance.) I don't know what is, or isn't, baclofen, because I've never been sober and free from craving, and free from the obsession before.
Who else is living with "mood swings and crushing lows" post-switch, on the tit-down?
If you are, do you think its an SE of the bac? Or is it something else that bac/absence of AL has exposed?
Are mood swings and lows an SE? Or are they normal in life free of AL?
Are they often or infrequent? Does re-titting up or down address them?
Or have you found a more stable base-line mood post-switch with fewer mood swings and lows?
I think my mood swings, the ones I can sort of attribute to bac, were a result of dramatic swings in dosing. (From 240 to 100mg in a month or less and then back up again.) ***EDIT! I also think staying at the switch dose, or way up there, can contribute to severe mood swings and A LOT of anxiety. I will never understand that recommendation, or suggest it to anyone.
I have mood swings, I suppose, but nothing like the roller coaster my life was. My early post-indifference euphoria was definitely bac-related, but it's not uncommon at all for newly sober people to have a period of intense joy and clarity. ( still miss it.) Mine was accompanied by seeming clairvoyance or something. But it's called a pink cloud in AA and is very, very common. I was very bummed and completely freaked out when it wore off, but never profoundly depressed. I DID wonder what meds/things I could take/do to get it back. No easy fix there, Cass. Maybe exercise, nutrition, meditation. You know the drill.
I take naps everyday. Sometimes one, sometimes two. Sometimes an hour, mostly about 20 minutes. I think it's because I can. When I'm busy I don't think I need them...I'm not sure. Plus, I'm a napper. Always have been.
I sleep peacefully and without vivid dreams for 6 hours every night.
Sex is (MUCH!) better than it ever has been. If my libido is lower it's not missed, and there when it's requested. My trouser snake seems to be doing just fine. His synopsis is similar to mine. Sex is much better. (Yipppeeee!) He hasn't noticed anything untoward.
Bottom line? I dunno. I won't know until I go down and off...Maybe after February. And then maybe I'll decide to go back up again? It definitely has worked for me in ways other than booze. (No depression??? No real craziness? I associate these things with sobriety from past experience. Edit: Also melancholy and severe regret and remorse. I have none of these. Bac=power to choose my thoughts and destiny. For me. If a pill can cure it, I can't live in that place anymore. And a pill cured it.)
Geez. This was the short version. I need to get a grip with the words.
xo all.
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