I have put on a stone in weight, swollen ankles and almost brain dead but have looked at this as a means to an end. However, my day to day problems continue to challenge me and although I have never been physically addicted (think more psychologically addicted) I still feel the need to have some wine when I have had a bad day. :upset:
I wanted to find my off switch but having read so many different accounts here I think that maybe my Doc is right and it may come if I persevere at this level.
If I was not so doped up with the bac I think I would feel quite down as so far I have had these down sides but I know too that I am not drinking say 5 days out of 7.
I would welcome any input. I know we are all different but still...
My weight has been the reason I have retreated from life for the past 10 years and so you have to understand that to put on another stone in weight when I though it would be falling off with no alcohol...well it is just hard.:upset:
I am also aware that my problems are miniscule compared to some here so appologies in advance.:thanks:
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