ok, hopefully that disclaimer will forgive any mistakes that I make. I am not really a blogger or poster, or if i do have to do it because of work i constantly agonize over it. So do not judge harshly anything i say on this thread. In the words of some random country singer, "We are none of us whole."
so... i started baclofen today, on a titration schedule of .5 mg. I am so giddy with hope that i can barely stand myself.
I have been on SSRIs for years (anti-depressant selective seritonin re-uptake inhibitors) and yet, I always thought my (genetic) problem was anxiety. However, mentioning anxiety apparently rang "DRUG SEEKING" bells for every doc i went to. So I took SSRIs instead. Better than nothing.
But I medicated on the side with AL. And other stuff.
So now I've started my crazy journey with bac. So far, so good. Day 1 felt great. I'm still up late at night, but got a lot of stuff done today, and felt the influence right away. With no outer coating and split in quarters, I could feel my body responding quickly to the pill. Calmer, more relaxed. Still shakey, but not so aggro.
Good enuf.
cheers,
cb
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