I cut back from a liter of vodka to a glass of wine a day last summer using aspects of the program; namely, Kudzu rescue, multivitamins, a protein supplement, and Topamax (brand name), 50 mg twice a day. I didn't use the hypno CDs, though I purchased them, and though I was sick for the first week with pneumonia (which "helped" me get through the withdrawl, as I was so sick I wasn't even aware of them, I guess), it was like a lot of people say: like flipping the "off" switch that I despaired of ever being able to do. It was just not an issue anymore.
Fast forward a few months: I met a new man, and we started dating--and drinking, as he was very nervous at first, and I'd encourage him to go ahead and drink to relax. He didn't seem comfortable drinking his cocktails with me drinking wine, so I went off my normal new habit and started drinking vodka again. Well, here I am again, drinking .5- liter of vodka a day, and though I have tried to start the program again, it's not working this time. I'm wondering if it's because the online pharmacy sent me generic Topamax this time around?
It's been over a month, and I just am not feeling as I did last time, not at all. I just end up sleepy from the pills, tingly and messing up my words, etc. Anyone else have a similar experience using generic after brand name Topamax? Or the whole plan not working the second time around?
Thanks!
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