What I am trying to do now is make little changes that I can do without much effort, by adding healthy things, rather than saying I will not eat such and such little things like having my green smoothie drink for breakfast instead of nothing, having wholemeal bread instead of white and adding veg on the side with my dinner, that way Im hoping I will start feeling better, once my back is better and Im able I want to start some exercise again, although Im going to have to be careful with that one but walking should be ok and if I could motivate myself to see what else I can do. Someone one another thread has very kindly sent me a book to download with back exercises so I hope to try that soon.
I am aware that these things are probably not going to have me loose the 3 stone I would could do with loosing but I hope its a good start. About 15 years ago I was a gym obsessive, I dont know how I did it but I would be in the gym most days and hardly ever ate a decent meal, at the time I was very unhappy with myself and with my life, my self esteem was so low. I have to second what Molly said about cross addictions, I had stopped drinking and became obsessed with my body, I think I probably had what people might say was a body to die for, but it very nearly killed me and definately wasnt worth it, I would hate to be in that place again
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