Hi All,
I want to thank you all for taking the time to answer my questions and for taking me in as part of the family.
I've decided that I'm going to start klonopin again, kick remeron to the curb and kick beta blocker to the curb. My life is spiraling down the drain quickly; my liver enzymes are all elevated, I'm not lsleeping, my health is just taking a beating. I feel like I need a breather, I need a reset button to allow me to heal. Benzos are the devils drug, but at this point, I have 2 options 1) Die of anxiety 24/7 or 2) live my life again. I had a great discussion with a friend this weekend, she said "what is so wrong with taking something until you get your life together? What is so wrong about wanting to get better?" She took klonopin for over a year and was able to wean off of it. I have done it once....I just can't take this anymore.
I choose life and if I have to deal with withdrawls, I will do so on my terms.
Much love to everyone here, NE, ilovelife, and texas especially.
Take good care, I will stop by once in a while to check in with you folks.
I want to thank you all for taking the time to answer my questions and for taking me in as part of the family.
I've decided that I'm going to start klonopin again, kick remeron to the curb and kick beta blocker to the curb. My life is spiraling down the drain quickly; my liver enzymes are all elevated, I'm not lsleeping, my health is just taking a beating. I feel like I need a breather, I need a reset button to allow me to heal. Benzos are the devils drug, but at this point, I have 2 options 1) Die of anxiety 24/7 or 2) live my life again. I had a great discussion with a friend this weekend, she said "what is so wrong with taking something until you get your life together? What is so wrong about wanting to get better?" She took klonopin for over a year and was able to wean off of it. I have done it once....I just can't take this anymore.
I choose life and if I have to deal with withdrawls, I will do so on my terms.
Much love to everyone here, NE, ilovelife, and texas especially.
Take good care, I will stop by once in a while to check in with you folks.