I am happy that didn't drink yesterday, and I plan on today being day two AF. Still, I'm in a strange mood this morning. Not near as much somnolence. I took the 10 mg last nigt, but only 5 this morning. It is a beautiful day, and I need to be able to go out and enjoy. Alcohol interferes with antidepressants, but over the past couple of months I haven't really felt depressed. So why, today, do I have the slight "aura" of depression?
Some info about me/my situation. I recently retired from education. Last year was weird. My plans to begin an "adventure" were derailed by my new found feelings that I am more a homebody than a risk taker. So, I have started nesting, big time. Cleared out and organized my house and all the papers that reproduced nightly!
I have been a functioning drinker. Drink at night. Used to love single malt scotch, but it gave me a killer hangover when I over-indulged. Champagne has become my goto drink. 2 bottles a night and no bad mornings. How can that be bad? Lol
Other issues include an eating disorder. Have eaten myself back up to previous pre-gastric bypass weight. My people I have heard about can't drink much after surgery. I was not so lucky. No enforced behavior mod for me, dam it! Would have been sooo much easier. I'm not sure what nutritional issues may be in play from the surgery, other than Vitamin D deficiency which seems to be the current human condition.
Enough. Plans for today include a little shopping, maybe coffee with a friend, repotting a bonsai. Right now I hear the mourning doves cooing. So nice when no a/c/h sounds.
Everyone, I hope the day is good for you. And that we all feel in control, whatever that
means to each one,
GG
Some info about me/my situation. I recently retired from education. Last year was weird. My plans to begin an "adventure" were derailed by my new found feelings that I am more a homebody than a risk taker. So, I have started nesting, big time. Cleared out and organized my house and all the papers that reproduced nightly!
I have been a functioning drinker. Drink at night. Used to love single malt scotch, but it gave me a killer hangover when I over-indulged. Champagne has become my goto drink. 2 bottles a night and no bad mornings. How can that be bad? Lol
Other issues include an eating disorder. Have eaten myself back up to previous pre-gastric bypass weight. My people I have heard about can't drink much after surgery. I was not so lucky. No enforced behavior mod for me, dam it! Would have been sooo much easier. I'm not sure what nutritional issues may be in play from the surgery, other than Vitamin D deficiency which seems to be the current human condition.
Enough. Plans for today include a little shopping, maybe coffee with a friend, repotting a bonsai. Right now I hear the mourning doves cooing. So nice when no a/c/h sounds.
Everyone, I hope the day is good for you. And that we all feel in control, whatever that
means to each one,
GG
. Well, have a fantastic day and keep checking in. Love your name!
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