Day four, very anxious

[GeauxGirl]

I WILL make it through tonight, but damn it is hard! Last three days were a little edgy, but today my toes are curlin' and my feet are swinging and I feel like I could jump out of my skin!

I put on my nightclothes at 7 to make it harder to get out to buy wine/whatever. I upped my bac to 40 today. Could that be the reason? I was doing 30 for a few days. Also, today is first day of liquid bac?

Please send good thoughts.

GG

[StuckinLA]

Day four, very anxious

Don't be anxious about the bac, sweetie.

But I feel your pain with the rest of it. I'm on day 6, and ready to shoot someone in their stupid face. I am NO fun to be around. And that's even with a little bac and a little something else to take the edge off. I swear, if there were anyone here I would slay them.

So sending you positive thoughts. Stay strong, sister.

No single moment is intolerable. Don't think about tonight, just think about this exact moment right now. You already made it through that one, so now you just have to make it through this one.

[Xadrian]

Day four, very anxious

GeauxGirl;1467478 wrote: I WILL make it through tonight, but damn it is hard! Last three days were a little edgy, but today my toes are curlin' and my feet are swinging and I feel like I could jump out of my skin!

I put on my nightclothes at 7 to make it harder to get out to buy wine/whatever. I upped my bac to 40 today. Could that be the reason? I was doing 30 for a few days. Also, today is first day of liquid bac?

Please send good thoughts.

GG

How are things today? A little better I hope?

[GeauxGirl]

Day four, very anxious

Xa

Yes, I am better. Actually slept good last night, 7 hours. Wasn't expecting that but so glad. Right now, 10:30 am I am strong. It's the end of the day that the curse hits! Damn that Voodoo Queen, lol. :damn:

Stuck -thanx for the note. Reaching out, telling someone I am hurting, struggling, is hard, and I do very much appreciate you. Take care. These early days remind me of a roller coaster ride. Some find them exhilarating, but not I. But with the help of MWO I plan on staying aboard to the end.

I am not sure whether I want to be an abstainer, or to drink in moderation. Right now, I am trying to ab, since many posters say the bac hangover is bad. And I do not trust that I am able to have 1-2 and stop.

Guys, have a great day. Stay strong Stuck. I like your name. I frequently feel the same way, but am stuck in the other LA!:H

GG

[Xadrian]

Day four, very anxious

GeauxGirl;1467840 wrote: Stay strong Stuck. I like your name. I frequently feel the same way, but am stuck in the other LA!

Better to be stuck in LA than to stuck in AL