I have tried for these last few weeks to build up the courage to call Dr. L but to be honest I just haven't got there yet. I haven't even confided in my best friends that I have a drinking problem, nor my personal doctor, and I can't believe I am doing it here...but somehow I got this far because of you all. I know from recent posts that not everyone responds the same way, but the overwhelming majority, based both here and on the majority of research I have done away from this forum, seems to indicate that I there may be some HOPE for me.
I'm a binge drinker...I am a 'good girl' (to use the term loosely) from morning through evening, and then my Ms. Hyde starts pegging at my thoughts. When I drink I start between 7-9 p.m., and then binge like mad until I am ready to pass out and crawl to bed a few hours later. I thank GOD that I am somehow still able to walk away from booze for a few days without withdrawl symptoms...but in recent months I do notice a mild shake, sometimes, in my hands the day after. I'm not stupid: I KNOW WHAT IS COMING...I know it will get worse if I keep drinking. But I still keep on doing it.
Somehow I stumbled on an article about Baclofen. Somehow that led me here. Somehow I adjusted my thoughts to accepting that my brain is simply messed UP. And today, I took the first step thanks to you all! THANK YOU!
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