it's been ages since I was last here, mainly because my experiment with Baclofen was one of the successful ones. I had my last drink almost 2 years ago, my last hangover one day after that, and stopped taking baclofen altogether maybe 18 months ago. I still have some lying about, for emergencies which never arise.
So I'm doing great.
Except... I'm pretty sure that I fucked my brain up quite seriously during my drinking years. Certainly my ability to concentrate has uh... evaporated. I've given it two years to try and recover my former mental agility (hahah!) but I guess it isn't going to happen. I've recently been reading about modafinil - well, one newspaper article actually (I am easily lead) --
The drugs do work: my life on brain enhancers | Life and style | The Guardian
- maybe it's a good idea, maybe it's a bad idea, but my experiment with baclofen was a success, so...why the hell not.
So I want to order modafinil from somewhere. My first port of call was Goldpharma, who had been so reliable in shipping me quilted envelopes stuffed with Bac, 10mg and 25, during those strange titrating days. I searched for Modafinil and found they didn't have it - it was recognised as a medicine but not listed in any form or by any brandname. Strange. So I searched for Baclofen and they didn't have that either. Weird.
Has something happened to Goldpharma in the last 2 years? Have they gone all square?! Unwilling to send experimental drugs to any Tom Dick & Harry with a credit card? The tightarses.
Or is it me? I'm in Germany. Maybe there's some weird German thing going on.
I'm hoping someone can recommend another "purveyor of rare herbs and prescribed chemicals" - some company like Goldpharma that won't immediately run off laughing with my credit card information, or plague my email address with promises of an enormous cock and a free set of golfclubs, or send me some weird home-made concoction that looks like the real deal but leaves me (even more) braindead.
A reliable online pharmacy, in other words.
Any ideas?
Cheers, and all the best to you good people,
Tom ("See-the-fucking-pony"?! What was I thinking?)
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