The good
1. Cravings for evening wine much less after 1 week on 25-30mg. I still have 2-3 glasses but not the 1 to 1 1/2 bottle I'm used to. I can stay up and read a book after 10pm!!
2. Up until last night, I was sleeping through the night and feeling rested in the morning.
3. No anxious thoughts or social anxiety. I started drinking alcohol to feel more at ease. I've been a worry wart since I was born.
The bad
1. SE thru the roof! I nod off at 2 or 3pm and could sleep for 2 hours easily.
2. I feel like a zombie on more than 20mg. I look like I've had a night on the town, when I've been sober.
3. My head feels like it is in a vise. Weird tightness surrounding my neck and face.
4. Nausea, with increased appetite in between. I almost feel like I'm in my first trimester, when I'm 54! Ugh...
5. Memory is shot. I can't remember names of simple things and familiar people.
This is all on only 25-30mg daily. Should I keep going and hope the SE go away? I read about the success stories on this board and I want to be one of them. Thanks for reading, and I hope you will have some insight.
Mary Ann
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