Fear and Procrastination

[kronkcarr]

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redhead77,

No problem but thanks for the apology!

LBB, you sound good. I know what you mean about the talking, talking. It still happens with me if I'm tired and hungry around 3:00 in the afternoon.

Indifference is so cool. It's such a relief to take or leave alcohol. I'm visiting friends in Switzerland and after my arrival we had Prosecco to celebrate. I had a glass of wine with dinner. I was offered grappa for a good sleep and said no. Later the grappa was poured and I had a glass, but I wasn't obsessed with getting more and more. It's such a wonderful feeling to not want to escape.

[Colin]

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Good going. Only an alcoholic would drink grappa. It's tastes as if it's made from distilled vomit.

EDIT: I should know.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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Littlebluebird;1528170 wrote: bunch of shit! Sorry can I swear?

Hell yes. Just don't say fuck.

Jdizzle, :H again. Thanks for the chuckle.

[Littlebluebird]

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Ok I'll behave!

[Lo0p]

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What the fuck?

Really though, should I resurrect the "fuck" thread?

[JDizzle]

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LittleBlue, I love the part of the cheap buzz. 2 beers does u just right. I also babble uncontrollably. I'll kinda notice that I don't think I am staying on topic at all. I think it's funny. I have to pay more attention to myself when I have a drink with business people. Hang in there. Sounds like ur experience squashes ur fears. U can listen to ur own experience now and not ours. That always holds more weight.

[JDizzle]

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Hey littlebluebird. We need an update man. How is it coming?

[Lo0p]

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JDizzle;1531163 wrote: Hey littlebluebird. We need an update man. How is it coming?

I don't know what it's like down in Texas, but up here in California we have girls that swear and... well I guess we do have a subsection of guys that would be comfortable identifying themselves with an alias like "littlebluebird" but... Nevermind. Ignore me.

I'll call her and see what's up. :nutso:

edit: Tomorrow. It's pretty late.

[JDizzle]

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I call everyone man and dude. Bluebird is a woman because she talked about her husband.... Wait in CA talking about ur husband doesn't mean it's a woman huh.

[Littlebluebird]

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You guys are funny! I'm doing ok...I wish I could say great! I felt like things were going well last week but this week I seem to be having wine (which I rarely drink) each night. The next day I'm mad at myself for doing that! Then I do it all over again...last night definately over drank. My excuse is that our son is really in trouble and will not accept help from us. He was arrested in May for a car accident which included a drug arrest and dui. He has been to court twice and was given a list of conditions that he should follow. Of course, he has not done one this and continues to use. On the 28th of June we had to call the ambulance for him. He came with us to a therapist now refuses to go. Left July 2nd and did not come home till July 7th. Source of a lot of stress! My husband tho is doing great. Wednesday he said, you know I feel as tho I really don't want a beer...it's weird. Then last night he was drinking water, I looked at him and asked what he was drinking and he said water because the beer just dosen't taste that good now. I told him I want to feel like that!

[Littlebluebird]

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Also a really crappy week at work!

[JDizzle]

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Hang in there. What dose are you on now? Ur kid sounds like me. My pooooor parents. U grow out of it and it makes u all stronger.

[Littlebluebird]

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Today I am upping to 30 mg liquid eqiv. I have been really going at it slowly because I am afraid of SE's and can't afford to be non functional or foggy at work. I wish I could move up more quickly in order to have quicker resulrs.

[Lo0p]

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JDizzle wrote: Wait in CA talking about ur husband doesn't mean it's a woman huh.

Nope. And you sometimes can't even tell when you're talking to them face to face. The cue used when they use the word "partner". But even that can be misconstrued. Such as in a situation in which you own half a business with a business partner of the same sex, providing food and service to the classiest bar in a section of the city appropriately named "Lavender Heights". However, you can use these situations to your advantage.

"This guy I know" did so and even though did so and routinely received responses from client?le like this: "Don't even try honey. It's a damn shame [combined with the classic once-over with an extended pause in a certain area] but you're as straight as an arrow, it looks like in more ways than one. It's adorable that you're trying to hide it though. What are you doing in a place like this?"

They shoved money up my... I mean his ass anyway. He had to fend off the occasional "I don't see it on the menu. But I'm aching for a choice grade top sirloin to go with my bottom round. How much for one hour?"

Ask any purveyor of food for a living what kind of a place you can work at where you can walk with $250 in tips on $600 in sales after throwing your support staff a bill and also make 1/2 of the measly 18% profit of the entire operation. They'll tell you it's a "pipe dream".

Funny, that's the perfect phrase for it.

I told you to ignore me. :H

Hey littlebluebird. Or should I say "haaAAaay"...?!?

How come I haven't seen you on our forums yet Dizzle? When I say "trolls" I mean bad trolls. You're alright.

[Lo0p]

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Oh and many thanks to the US Supreme Court. Or at least they did their f**king job this time. That use of the word "partner" will soon be a thing of the past.

:groupluv:

Love your thread by the way blue. Very... colorful.