Felt a need to post this tonight after years of not posting.
My last drink was on January 10th, 2011. 2 and 1/2 years ago.
I began right out of the gate using Baclofen along with AA after rehab.
This post is not to deminish the great benefits I have received and the awesome support of AA. It's been a blessing.
However, I wanted to report a baclofen experience for those interested in trying it in conjunction with AA.
After 2.5 years AF, I recently decided it was time to go off the Baclofen. I began slowly working off of it 3 weeks ago. As of yesterday, I am down to less than half of the 75mg/day I've taken for that time.
Wow, lying in bed tonight, restless, can't sleep, my mind drifting to alcohol and anxiety coming over me. 1:30am and I went downstairs and took 25mg.
I immediately calmed down and feel better.
I don't know if it's psychological. I don't know if it is a crutch. I don't know if I would threaten my recovery if I went off.
What I do know is that baclofen, at least for me, has been confirmed as a miracle to help me in my sobriety.
I have never understood what my fellow AAers experience with their cravings. I thought I was different somehow because mine have never been that bad.
It's the baclofen helping along with AA. Tonight convinced me of it.
I almost feel guilty that I am cheating in some way but that's ridiculous. If baclofen can HELP me this much on this journey then, hell, I'll take the help.
Cheers.
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