Baclofen, a personal journey.

[neophyte]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

Dont let the trolls win Indy. The person who keeps making fake accounts is easily spotted by their post history, they immediately go into topics on old forum politics that only someone who has been here for months would know. common subjects are around lo0p, liquid baclofen and baclofen being ineffective or causing serious harm. The troll isn't very bright but they are very dedicated.

Like skull said, just don't respond to them, especially when they resort to personal attacks or clearly have some agenda.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

Hiya, Indy.

hmmmmm. Hiatus? I was recently (and rather rudely) reminded of how it was when I got here... ugh.

So take it from an old burned-out chick who is officially on hiatus and still can't resist checking in to see how you're doing...This place can be a lifeline. It's all we've got. Don't let the feckers win.

As to the feeling lazy and blahdy-blah. Just wait, sister. That'll change and then you won't know what the hell to do with the lack of time.

All still good here, though life is stressful. I figure you know. Sorry about your brother and sister. Glad you didn't lose your mind (and temper) with the family. lol

[StuckinLA]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

I'm really sorry for you both Missy and Ne, with the laziness and blah-blah feelings. But I simply can't relate. I got out of bed today, and cooked eggs. I even considered making pancakes. Just hang in there, I guess.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

StuckinLA;1610213 wrote: I'm really sorry for you both Missy and Ne, with the laziness and blah-blah feelings. But I simply can't relate. I got out of bed today, and cooked eggs. I even considered making pancakes. Just hang in there, I guess.

That's so great, Stuck! I'm making and having breakfast with my grandma every morning (she's sick) and it's a really great way to start the day. Given the weather, if I didn't have to do that I don't think I would have been out of the house for the last 5 days!

(Pancakes are super easy. mmm. nom nom.)

[Jazi's Mum]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

MissIndy, hi from me too. I hope you get over this down-time soon. My depression comes in waves too - sometimes I feel soooo good...then over a period of days I'm very far down. I'm wondering if many people are bi-polar without any definite diagnosis? My doctor just shoved the latest anti-D at me and said "here, try this." Very helpful!!

Alcohol does such a good job, unfortunately, to lift our spirits - but it's one drug that's side effects are so nasty eh? The SE's of baclofen pale by comparison - stick to the bac, MissIndy and you'll pull out of this depression again.

Oh, and eventually you'll have to get those dishes done if for no other reason than having a clean glass to drink from :H:H Seriously, you are in my thoughts and I'll keep you in my prayers - life is good and we need to keep that in mind when the dark days come too. :h

[Poink]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

JM, Read somewhere that over 60% of BP suffer from substance abuse. At least I think I read that. My guess is that a lot of substance abusers suffer from BP. The shrink who first diagnosed me said I have brain damage, but he don't know if the brain damage contributed to my alcoholism or my alcoholism contributed to my brain damage.

One thing that is pretty certain is that antidepressants don't help bipolar, in fact they can aggravate it. If you believe you might be bipolar I would suggest you bring it up and insist that you be evaluated.

[skullbabyland]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

neophyte;1609996 wrote: Dont let the trolls win Indy. The person who keeps making fake accounts is easily spotted by their post history, they immediately go into topics on old forum politics that only someone who has been here for months would know. common subjects are around lo0p, liquid baclofen and baclofen being ineffective or causing serious harm. The troll isn't very bright but they are very dedicated.

Like skull said, just don't respond to them, especially when they resort to personal attacks or clearly have some agenda.

Agreed. I'll add that this particular person also tends to post in chunks of one or two sentences or phrases, and they tend to be vague or odd cynical questions that almost, but don't quite, make total sense. In addition to focusing on lo0p, baclofen, etc, this person also tends to focus on both Dr. A, Dr. L, and Ne, and also tends to end the weird phrase with an emoticon.

Just ignore the trolls, Indy- hope you check back in here soon cuz you've got a lot of support here.

[MissIndygo]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

TerryK I hope you don't mind me re-posting this here, as I never knew about it and I will definitely use this function in the future.
Thanks

terryk;1610462 wrote: How to make trolls invisible whenever you visit this site: (Click Here)

(you're welcome),
-tk

[terryk]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

MissIndygo;1610556 wrote: TerryK I hope you don't mind me re-posting this here, as I never knew about it and I will definitely use this function in the future.
Thanks

I don't mind at all, nice to have you back!

[MissIndygo]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

OMG I can't wait to update you all!! Although it hasn't got much to do with Bac as such. For now anyway, but in the long run it will!!
I put a new mood emoticon on, but I really wanted multiple ones I am relieved, euphoric, so happy, so tired and generally well.

Fucking life can be so unbelievably weird sometimes!!

More soon. Not there a 100% yet, but by god it is looking hopeful.

CHEERIO

PS: Mandie if u felt up to and so inclined you could perhaps copy and paste some of my pm's to you?
Obviously no names and other intimate stuff.
I'll leave that to you.

[neophyte]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

i sense a switch coming...

:wave:

[Mandiekinz]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

Ah, I think it's more of a spiritual enlightenment...

"I don't know when I can reply further as last night my man, got bleeding on the brain.
Just got the call and they are going to operate to relieve pressure from his brain.

So I am going to get in the car and see him this arvo.
Wish me and him luck.
Goddamn live can throw some shit at yah."

...with a very LOVELY follow up:

"Just a quick one. It looks like he might just be a little medical wonder yet again! I sincerely thought that this was the end of the line for him. I wanted it to be, as I didn't want him to wake up in vegatative state. Fast forward a few hours, lost track of time, and they lowered his dose so he might wake up and low and behold he wakes up!! A few more hours and he is of the breathing machine and he is talking and moving all his legs and arms! Fucking miracle I tell you.
He had a good night. No bleeding or other setbacks."

A true blessing and miracle just unfolded right before her eyes. What an uplifting and enlivening blessing to be a part of.

Do share your emotions and thoughts on this one when you find some time...they'll be a GREAT read.

I'll keep sending good vibes, but sounds like yours amounts to an entire country of a marvelous time!

[spiritwolf333]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

Sounds great Indy -hope all remains well and look forward to your follow-up posts.

[MissIndygo]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

Am on a 220mg at present. Ears are pressured like sooo much, but I'm hanging in there as I feel like I'm getting close people.

I still question, in the back of my mind, if I really want to give my good old friend alcohol the boot. But I think I will have too.

This mate of mine has been disrupting my life for so long now. It's time to let it go.
And I, in my own warped way of analysing me and my world and therefore the rest of the of the world is slowly starting to realise and believe that I can.

More updates soonish
Cheerio

[Mandiekinz]

Baclofen, a personal journey.

Ears are pressured? As in tinnitus? Buzzing?

It's a pretty common side effect going up on bac. Once you level out on a dosage, it seems to level out too.

Booze is a cruel somabitch. It was once our comfort blanket with a wild side to keep us entertained. But, as your mind breaks down that addiction cage and rewires itself into a new found freedom of thinking...You'll see that there is so much more to be entertained by than our old best friend.

Just by your realization...sounds like you're well on your way to mental freedom

The best thing you can do, is force yourself some AF time. Once you find yourself a good week or two without it, you'll notice you don't really think about it very much.

Some find they are able to go and have a couple of drinks without pressing for more. I know that most times I can, but have somehow found myself drinking a little too much just a couple of times. So it's an art to master but easily mastered if you find your will power and still choose to drink. But the next days, I'm not on a prowl for it. Also, drinking starts to not have the same effect anymore. Generally after my second drink, I get this weird pressure in my head, and it's not even fun.

So, if you don't WANT to be completely abstinent in the future. You may not HAVE to be. The amazing thing is, that you'll eventually stop fearing alcohol and social situations. Dinners with a glass of wine, are great for me...I get to order a glass of wine and most times never finish it. It's just invigorating feeling NORMAL. Especially when someone comments afterwards about how flabbergasted they are for me not finishing it. It's a good mental high-five for yourself.

AF time is the best boost you can give yourself to hit indifference. I fought it for sooooo long.

Keep updating.