Have not posted in ages but checking in tonight. Having lots of AF days. Drank some wine last Sunday, and this past Sunday but not otherwise. This is going very well. I'm still at 80mg/day and having headaches now which are a pain (hahaha). I have a history of migraine and am having a bad spell for the last few weeks.
I don't think I can go higher because the dopey feeling, and apathy are not so good - in fact I may titrate down before the end of the month. I want to start going to daily Mass and it will be too hard to get up early if I stay at 80mg.
But overall pretty good. Lent has been wonderful as it's a real incentive - a push to AF days naturally.
Baclofen works. Naltrexone works. But it sure helps me to have a good reason, like Lent, to push AF a little bit. I have always been terrified to force AF but once I get a few under my belt it is quite easy.
But it's the BACLOFEN! Thank God for it!!!!
My goal is to moderate - to have some wine, or whatever, when there is a good reason, or special occasion but I find when i do have a drink it is just nasty and makes me feel awful! I may end up being abstinent by default! What a joke!!!!
Anyway, I'm fine. Another Lenten resolution for me is to love my dear Husband. He needs me to love him, and I want to show him that love. I've done a lot of complaining about my life, and about him, here in this thread - silly really - it's all in my head. I have a good loving husband, and I'm going to be a good loving wife - YIPPEE for baclofen!!
over and out. JMum (PS: if I seem a bit loopy it's the migraine)
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