they come and go as you move up, you'll also have new ones, old ones will pop out to say hello again and it could well be the same coming down the other side of the hill.
i know EXACTLY what you mean. you feel that you're just not funny without booze and that that was the only reason people liked you, that you were funny, and you must have booze to be funny!! rest assured, that isn't the case. you find you put yourself under pressure to preform so to speak, but it will come to you. you're still funny im positive you are, you just need to get a bit more comfortable in your new skin.
The upside is the feeling that I'm getting free of the sauce and my face is looking less bloated and red. Shaving in the morning has always been a depressing stock-take in the mirror of how bad things have become but I notice that my eyes seem clearer - the whites are actually white. Those old back-pains are disappearing too and, looking-down in the shower, I can see almost all of my feet.
I know that my 80mg a day is small-fry compared to the 240mg doses some of you are taking but I don't know if at that level I could function at work (perhaps a slow titration makes this possible.) However, I'm getting some positive results and will see the good doctor again in a few weeks.
good luck and keep going!!
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