i'm a 25y old and i live in Belgium and i wanna apologize in advance for my bad english.
To make a long story short: I'm struggling with alcohol addiction since i was 16y old, but it's not a real alcohol addiction i'm just addicted to "things" like alcohol, marihuana, coke, sleeping pills, gambling, ...
I go to psychiaters since i'm 20y old. I'm diagnosed with heavy ADHD, i take rilatin since my 18y old. Beside the problem with my addiction i also have a real problem in live, i have a good job but every day i wonder what i do in live, if i wouldn't do another job, what will make me happy, .. I just can't control my thoughts, i didn't find some rest in my head for the last 7 years.
I tried to quit drinking when i was 20y old and it worked for 3 months, but than i smoked marihuana for 3 months. When i was 23 i took antabuse for 6 months, but the cravings were so hard to take "something" that i smooked pot, took sleeping pills, etc..
My craving to take something always starts in the evening, it's never during the day.
I read olivier ameisen his book, i wanted to take baclofen for more than a year but i don't know why i didn't tried it.
It's maybe hard to explain but i haven't been drunk in the last couple of months. But i'm just addicted to it in the way that i really need something every evening.
I started today with 3x5mg, and i'm gonna move up slow, so i think after 5 days moving up to 3x10mg a day.
Do you guys have any other questions to me? Feel free to ask.
Do you have any advice when most of u take your last pill? Just before going to bed? Or around diner time?
I hope this will work for me. Because nothing else did (rilatin, concerta, strattera, antbase), I also tried Naltroxen, but i was soooo tired when i take a pill that i didn't take it more than twice.
Lewis
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