I have just experienced an epithany, a catalyst that makes me want to share, so please bear with my ramblings.
My story, i am a 41 year old with terrible anxiety who turns to drink to mask my problems. I have tried baclofen in the past, approx 2 years ago, ordered online as my GP at the time would not prescribe it here in the UK, reached my switch, managed several days AF, but succumbed back into the alcohol trap when the side effects got too much. I have a high stress job, which i do enjoy, but the stress takes its toll. I drink every evening (only a couple of days AF in past year).
2 years have past, a lot has happened, i have got out of an unhappy marriage, found the girl of my dreams, bought a house, all through this alcohol has remained a constant.
My catalyst came last weeknd where i almost lost the girl of my dreams due to my anxiety and alcohol. I was an absolute arse, accusing her of having an affair for no reason, telling her to move out, she did, i was heartbroken. Understandably she is hesitant to return, but has done so albeit as a lodger at this time in support.
I have contacted Jonathan Chick and have a consultation with him on Wednesday. I have a stash of baclofen from before, and have started titrating up. I have to make changes in my life before it is too late.
I am at present taking approx 100mg-125mg of bac and my cravings are reduced, and the anxiety feels better, but still there. i have a way to go yet, but i am positive i can make a change. I have too, its heartbraking to consider the alternatives. So i am here, bearing my soul to the community.:new:
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