Well today has been interesting. My partner has decided to move out, as she cannot deal with the pressure of a weird situation and the way i seemed so manic on baclofen last night. This was a sad start to the day, but i think its for the best. I love her very much, and hate to see her in pain, and my journey i am sure will not be pain free. Its very sad as i have just bought a house for us to raise our family which consists of a 3month old staffie puppy. I am keeping the puppy as she is my new best friend, and i can really use the unconditional love at the moment.
Anyway not all is bad, i am sitting on the train heading to London for my appointment, and i feel strangely calm...way less stressed and anxious than usual. I dont feel completely like its the end of the world, just a mild apocalypse.
100mg into today so far, minimal SE. I think tonight may be harder, as when i get home she will be gone. That will hurt. Damn firewater has taken its toll.:upset:
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