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    Alan's story

    I am a new member of this forum and I would like to share my experience to date with TSM.
    I am a lifelong heavy drinker. I will be 62 years old in a few weeks and until recently I had not had an alcohol free day since my early twenties. I have never been a ?binge drinker? I would drink heavily every day. I suppose you could say that I have been on one 40 year binge.! When I was younger I would drink mostly beer and then I would end the night with a couple of spirits, whiskey usually. In later years I have tended to drink less beer and more and more wine. When I was in my thirties I would regularly drink 12 pints of beer per day, and often more.
    I had been worried for a long time about the amount that I was drinking, but giving up was something that I would do next week, or after the holidays or whenever. I tried many times to have a day off the drink but by early evening the cravings would become to much and I would revert to the bottle.
    Last year a friend told me about TSM and how it had helped her. I did some research into it and decided that it might be for me. I found a private clinic in Glasgow which practices TSM and made an appointment. My first consultation lasted an hour during which I was questioned about my drinking habits and my lifestyle and my motives for wanting to give up. At that consultation I was given my first prescription for Naltrexone.
    I stated taking Nal on 17th. October 2013. Within a week my alcohol cosumption had dropped from 140 units or more per week to 80 to 90 units.
    I am now 18 weeks on and I am down to 50 to 60 units per week and one AFD each week. I am hoping that I can increase to 2 AFD's per week (hopefully today will be my 2nd AFD this week) I still get cravings, but nothing like as bad as before I started Naltrexone.
    My goal is to quit alcohol totally as I am not sure that I could stick to a moderated drinking regime long term.
    Thank you for reading my story so far, I hope to update it on a monthly basis.
    Alan

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    Come post here everyday. That helped me tremendously.
    No matter how far you go or how fast you run, you can't get away from yourself. ....said at an AA meeting. It stuck with me.

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      Alan,

      welcome to the forum. i too was on naltrexone, a good while back and it did indeed slow me down to about 40% of what i was normally consuming. it didnt stop me however. as you say you're in glasgow, you're probably about an hour away from Dr Chick who's private practise is within walking distance of the the train station in edinbugh next to the scott memorial. He was the one who prescribes me naltrexone as at that stage i told him i wanted to continue drinking. a private 1 hour appointment with him is ?250, i got a half hour appt with him for ?100 as i told him i was skint. he prescribed me baclofen which im sure you ahve read bout on here and the wonders it does to stop cravings. as far as my situation is concerned, i never would be where i am now without it as it has pretty much eliminated my cravings, naltrexone did nothing of the sort. if i were you i would get along to him asap and get him to put you on baclofen. i'm presuming (and i could be wrong) that you could afford to go and see him so that he can put you on it. he will only go up to 100mg(10 tabs) per day and you may well have to go higher than that to get rid of the cravings. if so, and if i'm right that you can afford it, buy more online and top up the bac til you hit your switch, you'll be glad you did. baclofen is like chips, it goes with everything so no fear of it conflicting with your naltrexone. seriously, get on it.

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        oh alan, here's another little tip, if you contact him, and his email address is : jonathan.chick@gmail.com

        here's his webpage: Professor Jonathan Chick Psychiatry Consultant, Edinburgh, private hospital specialist.

        what i would do is tell him your ENTIRE history via email, let him know what you're on now, how it's helping and how its not helping (ie, not stopping your cravings). that way, when you come to see him in person, he already has your entire history so he doesn't have to go over with you in your meeting. that way, you get the full half or full hour with him to talk ONLY about what you want to do and your treatment from there on in. it just saves time and money in my opinion.

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          Bac

          Hi Chelsea,
          Thanks for the info.
          I think I will stick with Naltrexone for now as I have heard that many people suffer bad side effects with Bac and after having taken Nal for 4 months I am not experiencing any side effects.
          By the way, I'm in Cumbria not Glasgow so a trip to Edinburgh is about 3 hours each way.

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            Lancashire Lad;1626856 wrote:

            I am a lifelong heavy drinker. I will be 62 years old in a few weeks and until recently I had not had an alcohol free day since my early twenties.
            My goal is to quit alcohol totally
            as I am not sure that I could stick to a moderated drinking regime long term.
            Thank you for reading my story so far, I hope to update it on a monthly basis.
            Alan
            Hi Alan -Thanks for your post. Wow, this alcohol addiction becomes more and more like work (hell)-I am sure you know what I mean. Once you become free from the firewater, you will be amazed. I wish you the best in your AF journey. When all was said and done for me, baclofen was the real answer -saved my life. But, we all are different, and we all react differently to meds. Oh, and your goal -totally abstinent, I think this is the only way out for a real alcoholic (I have tried all the different ways).

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              The jump from 140 to 80 in a week was impressive. I believe the first key thing you need to do is get down to safe limits and then take it from there. Now that your at 60 a week thats really good going.

              I'm just waiting for some opiates to leave my system before getting back on TSM. I had good success first time round and hope to get it back. I just want to get down to around 30-40 a week as I've been drinking way to much as of late. First time around I was drinking about 80 units a week and I had similar success with my totals dropping to a steady 30-40 a week. Lookiing back, I could life with that.

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                Hello Alan... I'm with you on the "nal" train. Tomorrow will be 2 weeks on the full .50 dosage. I know that I feel different, but so far it hasn't had too much affect. I know it could take some time though. Unfortunately, my personality is a "get it while you can" type.. so I am not even trying to curtail.

                I keep trying to decide if I should force myself to have AF days. It isn't really a problem.. it's mostly habit for me... and I like to mix up some tasty martinis.. 2 of them usually - which is 4 standard units for me.

                Good for you on what you have accomplished so far! I'll follow your success!! I have a journal here, too and will try to be better about posting..
                "We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections."
                ~John Lennon

                Whether you think you can or think you can't, you're right.

                ~Author Unknown

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                  ^^^ You should definitely force a few AF days dipgirl. I really had to. TSM got my units down in no time at all but I still craved a beer still out of just pure habit. I believe you really have to put a bit of effort in to it.

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                    Alan's story update

                    Well, I didn't manage my second AF day last week. I got to about 8pm and I succumbed and had a large glass of wine.
                    The good news is my units for the week are down to 54
                    Alan

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                      Good to see another TSM'er here Alan, and someone in my neck of the woods too. I am so glad you've noticed a difference, they say if you see an initial reduction that bodes well for the ultimate success of the method.

                      It's not an easy ride but if you persist, always take Nal before you drink and are patient it really does work. The AF days are great, and quite a few of us found these aren't impossible and they do add up. Do be prepared for the odd spike, the odd moment when you might think it's not working. I found being reflective as well as looking back at how far you'd come really helped at those times.
                      I used the Sinclair Method to beat my alcoholic drinking.

                      Drank within safe limits for almost 2 years

                      AF date 22/07/13

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                        Alan's story update

                        I hope to be able to Update my story every Sunday.
                        I managed two AF days this week fir the first time, Monday and Thursday.
                        My total for the week is also down to 42 units
                        Alan

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