I'm alcohol free for 5 years. I do have a lot of anxiety and depression issue for which I take Wellbutrin. Recently my wife and I have found out that our child has a disease and it's caused some extreme fear and anxiety, and as a result I have been taking Xanax (which I prefer not to take, but it was needed).
Anyway, about a month ago, I was having some terrible stress headaches. My wife has epilepsy and it's accompanied by terrible headaches for which she was, at one point, prescribed Baclofen. She took it once, it didn't work. So back to my stress headache. It was extremely bad and she recommended I try the Baclofen. I had never heard of it, but after very brief reading, I tried it. And it worked.
So, with all of the stress going on in our lives, the headaches were fairly regular, so I would take 10-20mg from time to time over the next few weeks.
Fast forward to about 2 weeks ago. The situation with our daughter had worsened, and I was having a lot of issues with wanting to drink. I happened across this forum, or another, not sure, and started reading about what Baclofen might be able to do.
So, on my own (I know, stupid way to go - but I have no insurance and my Psychiatrist is highly against it) - I started taking it as others on this forum have. I found almost immediately that my desire to drink was gone. Never even crossed my mind. And my side effects were minimal if at all. I got up to 80-90mg a day during that 2 week period. The past 5 or 6 days I was taking an average of 60mg.
Well, now I'm out. And of course, though I'd read everything about the benefits, it seemed very benign. I knew nothing about the withdrawal. I haven't take any since last night around 9:30. I do feel mild withdrawal - feels like a mix between opiate withdrawal and benzo withdrawal. BUT, it could very well be in my head for the most part as I started reading about the withdrawals last night and almost had a fear meltdown.
As I said, I have no insurance. And with the new issues with my daughter, we have very little money - none really - to spend on a doctor or ER visit.
I guess my first and foremost question is - after this amount of use for this period of time, will it really be that bad. I've done cold turkey withdrawal from Herion, Dilaudid, Oxycontin, Xanax, and Klonopin. So I'm not one to get easily freaked out by withdrawals. I've been through my "hells" many times a long time ago - including 2 cold turkeys in jail. But the stuff I'm reading about Baclofen is scaring the crap out of me.
I'd love to hear any info anyone has to share.
Also, I know nobody on this board would ever give medical advice - but I do have large amounts of Neurontin at my disposal (which I thought was similar because of acting on GabaB, but from what I'm reading now it's very different). I have not interest in starting on a new medication. I'm just asking if anyone has any experience easing withdrawals with that. I know if worse comes to worse I can take larger doses of Xanax, but that goes against my beliefs (I will however do it if it means avoiding hallucinations, convulsions, etc.).
So, anyway. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Wish I'd never gotten into this mess in the first place, but here I am. If I can find a doctor at some point that will prescribe Baclofen properly I may give it a go. But right now this is about getting through this withdrawal I didn't even know existed until last night.
Any help would be very, very, gratefully appreciated. Thanks in advance for any help! I need it and I don't really know where else to go. So glad I found this place - and I'm so glad this medication is working out so well for all of you!
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