I will try to keep this as short as possible, but I assume it will still be long. I'm 24 years old, and have been battling severe alcoholism for several years. I dropped out of school, gave up sports, lost friends, and was drinking 750ml of hard liquor a day by age 19. When drinking, I simply take shots of hard liquor from the moment I wake up 'til the moment I pass out, every day. Lots of legal trouble, four in-patient rehab centers, countless hospitals, horrific withdrawal, you name it. After 4 months of sobriety following my third rehab stay, I relapsed two days before my baclofen order arrived. I spiraled out of control immediately, and within one month I had been hospitalized twice and woke up in my fourth rehab with zero knowledge of the events preceding my admission. My B.A.C. when I arrived was .52. This would not be the first time being that high, and I really shouldn't be alive.
Anyways, I began my baclofen protocol the day I got out. This is literally a life-or-death struggle for me, and I decided to take action. I began on October 20, and have titrated up to 80mg/day. I am currently taking Fexobac, and have no other brand with which to compare it. My doses are spread out by roughly 5 hours; 7:30am/12:30pm/5:30pm/10:30pm, with the larger dose (if there is one) being taken in the morning and evening. I have been increasing the dose by 10mg every three days, but will now be increasing every four days. In terms of side effects, I've experienced mild tiredness, sporadic headaches (not bad), jaw clenching, muscle cramps, some mental "fog", and strangely increased anxiety in stressful situations. None of the side effects have been bad or debilitating at all yet and I'm sleeping great on it. I find myself waking up early (6 - 6:30 a.m. lol), and unable to return to sleep - has anyone else had this experience? I've been sober for 50 days today! My alcohol cravings are greatly reduced, which has been great. I experienced a "honeymoon" period at the beginning during which I had no cravings and felt awesome, but that has faded and I still have occasional, fleeting cravings for alcohol.
At what dose did the SE's get bad for those others taking baclofen? I'm returning to college in January, and I'm afraid that baclofen will hinder my memory and retention. I'd like to hear more about the "switch" experience of others, and what I can hope to expect. I'll describe more as I continue to update. So far it's had its drawbacks, but I'm feeling optimistic. I'm still a little scared that I'm basically experimenting on myself, but I've done all the research possible and I believe in this thing. Sorry for the ridiculously long entry.
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