I decided to try life without phenibut. I never wanted this to be a long term thing. I tapered down from 500 mg/day down to 0 as of yesterday. It was uncomfortable at times, but the withdrawal never got that bad. Yesterday was probably the worst day, going from 50 mg to 0. Today wasn't bad at all.
I've made major changes in my life this year. I broke the habit of having a drink right when I get home from work. I don't wake up and drink to get back to sleep anymore. I don't drink in the morning before work, and I don't drink on breaks at work like I was doing for a while. I'm doing better in my career and I'm healthier than I was a few months ago. I've dropped 30 pounds, partly from drinking less and partly from working out and sticking to a strict diet.
My plan now is to get through the last of this phenibut withdrawal and take a break from alcohol. I want to get back to not drinking at all during the week and having just a little on the weekends. I've done that before for years at a time. I feel like I'm almost there, with no assistance from other drugs.
Stability was a big thing for me in terms of breaking the old habits. I've taken a break from dating for the last few months, since that seems to be one of the things that leads me to alcohol. I start dating a girl, some drama happens, and I use that as an excuse to get drunk and cover up my feelings. I need to start dating again at some point. I just need to be careful and remember how things got out of control last year.
I have plenty of baclofen and phenibut here if things get out of control again. I would like to avoid them if possible.
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