To cut a long story short I've a long history of alcohol binges. We here in the uk call them benders not binges here are as they are a days drinking whick ito me is a bit of a joke I can go a week mostly beer.
I usually have benzos to do a home detox but its the depression that gets me.
I recently when to my to at the end of my wits know what to expect.... Camprall and theory. No harm to anyone who's had sucees with both of these but when it comes to theory they just put me a bad mood with all the psychobabble. I can read them like a book and I truly try. They just annoy me with all that" tell me about you childhood crap". I had the best possible childhood imagineable. Simply story is I got a taste for beer... Liked it and got a habit, not f**king rocket science!
Now camprall. I know folks have success with these but when you read about a drug were they're no really sure what it does it makes you wonder if a place so seeing that up until a while back they made to shit ton of money out of it.
I did stick it for 11 weeks but to be honest it done nothing for me. Because of the serious of my bender I reckon I could have went 11 week on will power along.
I broke again on Thursday of last week and am lying in bed detoxing.
AAs a no no hate talking to people and recent the whole powerless bollixs tbh
I think my last resort is tsm as out of anything it can stop me at 6 beers. I don't really like it as there absolutely no buzz but if it safes this heart break them maybe.
Forgot to say I'm not an all day drinker and can go up to a month but my body just can't do more than a week and lately it's been more like 2-3 days. Now life guys just got my own place and and heart scard of f**king it up!
Sorry for the rant.
Appreciate any one of takes time to read this.
P's not sure what's going o with the title thread??? Seem to have mentioned a few words I did write???
I usually have benzos to do a home detox but its the depression that gets me.
I recently when to my to at the end of my wits know what to expect.... Camprall and theory. No harm to anyone who's had sucees with both of these but when it comes to theory they just put me a bad mood with all the psychobabble. I can read them like a book and I truly try. They just annoy me with all that" tell me about you childhood crap". I had the best possible childhood imagineable. Simply story is I got a taste for beer... Liked it and got a habit, not f**king rocket science!
Now camprall. I know folks have success with these but when you read about a drug were they're no really sure what it does it makes you wonder if a place so seeing that up until a while back they made to shit ton of money out of it.
I did stick it for 11 weeks but to be honest it done nothing for me. Because of the serious of my bender I reckon I could have went 11 week on will power along.
I broke again on Thursday of last week and am lying in bed detoxing.
AAs a no no hate talking to people and recent the whole powerless bollixs tbh
I think my last resort is tsm as out of anything it can stop me at 6 beers. I don't really like it as there absolutely no buzz but if it safes this heart break them maybe.
Forgot to say I'm not an all day drinker and can go up to a month but my body just can't do more than a week and lately it's been more like 2-3 days. Now life guys just got my own place and and heart scard of f**king it up!
Sorry for the rant.
Appreciate any one of takes time to read this.
P's not sure what's going o with the title thread??? Seem to have mentioned a few words I did write???
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