Here I come again?

[Stevo]

Good morning to all from the the dodgiest caravan park in sunny Australia.

I still haven't had a drink and believe that indifference has definitely kicked back in.This is not to say that I won't have a drink as it is Friday here and my usual routine is to have a few on the weekend but it is a great thing to have gone all week without one.
I have seen my boys twice this week and they are coming to stay with me tomorrow night which will be awesome.
I am clear headed again and submitted my finished module yesterday,it is kind of a good thing that I am so uncomfortable here in my cabin as it makes it very easy to choose to get out and go to the library where it is quiet,air conditioned and I can be productive.

I have even had a day or two of no harassment lol

I tried to log in last night and actually thought that I may have been banned or something of the likes but got on this morning and saw that there was maintenance being done.

I will try to post a new update later today,I hope that everyone is well out there.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

I've got no time, but just wanted to say hi and great job on the week.

Hope you have fun tomorrow night with your kids!

:hug:

[MeJustMe]

Hi Stevo, that's great you've got the indifference back and have been able to be productive. Also great that you've been able to see your kids. Not an easy situation you're in, but it sounds like you've done the right thing (if that makes sense). You would not have been happy in the relationship by the sounds of it.

Sorry I have been AWOL but have been depressed lately.

[Stevo]

No worries MJM thanks for your response,I hope that you can drag yourself out soon.

[Stevo]

No worries MJM thanks for your response,I hope that you can drag yourself out soon.

I have tried to delete this twice with no success.

[Colin]

My point a fucking good root with a women YOU think you love can make you think unstable thoughts ...step back and thing how you came to that orgasam ..that's the point of engagement that defines you I reckon

You're a bleeding intellectual Reggie. Can we have more of this?

[kronkcarr]

Colin, it's nice to see you here.

[time2quit]

For you stevo. I can't help but think of this clip every time you mention the caravan park. Lolz

[Stevo]

You're a bleeding intellectual Reggie. Can we have more of this?

Not too sure what to make of this but thanks for the input,Colin you're a bleeding intellectual

Time that clip from Snatch is exactly what it is like here lol

Got hammered drinking rum with a couple of the guys from Snatch last night,they just kept handing them to me.
Fuck I heard some sad stories of how they ended up where they are.

Getting the kids this arvo,but feel like shit and want to crack a beer.

[Colin]

Not too sure what to make of this but thanks for the input,Colin you're a bleeding intellectual

Time that clip from Snatch is exactly what it is like here lol

Got hammered drinking rum with a couple of the guys from Snatch last night,they just kept handing them to me.
Fuck I heard some sad stories of how they ended up where they are.

Getting the kids this arvo,but feel like shit and want to crack a beer.

Reggie posts occasionally but rarely waits long before deleting his offerings. It's almost a game trying to respond to his posts before they disappear.

[time2quit]

[Stevo]

LOL thanks Reggie,I have a cabin with it's own shower and bathroom but very good advice.
One of my sons said it was boring here and decided to go back to his mums but the other one seems to love it here and we are currently watching an episode of Ninjago together(not sure if anyone here knows this show).

Not much to say other than I have had a few drinks but am about to pull up for the night,I am just not in the mood.

I guess this is what indifference is?

Will try to post again tomorrow when I have taken my son home.

Hope all are well.

[kuya]

Sorry stevo about to high jack ya thread . Yes Col baby I do delete very often but this ones gonna stick . Your the old crusty cunt that pops his rocks on (in) prostitues in Amsterdam and seems quite proud of that fact. Well what can I say .....flabbergasted ..what's your stiffy regime as in how do you get a erection ..penis pump uff uff uff .
Any way stevo my only issues when living in a caravan park make shore it has lake views and were ya thongs in the shower block ..tinnsinitus or how ever spell it is a bitch.... itchy toes suck
let me know if you would like me to delete this post . I can accept pm abuse now .
and take care I very much admire you in all sorts of ways ..and above all else enjoy and have fun with your children they are the best thing ....ever and ever again such a gift to have them.

i think you are a awesome dude and cherish your posts

for Colin
http://youtu.be/cY2GmYE_piE

Couldn't resist checking out the video Reggie.

I met Ian Dury a couple times in London, my ex was best mates with his dealer....back in the days when drugs were still cool and not under the control of big pharma or the govt/cartels...... *Sigh*

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Stevo, Nice that you and your boy got some quality time together. Sorry one went home, but what're you going to do? Kids...

Indifference is when you don't really want to drink at all. Having just a couple is great, though. I'm really glad to hear that you're doing well on that front. Right before I found indifference and quit drinking, my life was falling apart. Afterward, things just seemed to fall into place and got much, much, MUCH better.

REGGIE! :hug: Where the hell have you been? And you only post on Aussie threads now? Been thinking about you recently and tried to PM but that didn't work...Hope you're well.

(Stevo, if Reg didn't delete his comments he'd probably have more posts than I do at this point. lol)

[Stevo]

Meds thread was down again yesterday so I was unable to post.

I am not too sure if indifference for me is not wanting to drink Ne,it is more that I don't really want to drink most of the time but when I do have a drink I either enjoy it or get to where I have been the last couple of nights and I find that I am not enjoying it at all.Monday here so AF again until next weekend,and it shouldn't be a problem as long as it doesn't get too hot.It is overcast today and has rained the last couple of nights which is nice.
You're right about kids Ne lol.
I had a great night with my other son though,he didn't want to go home at all.I picked up my other son yesterday and took them both out for lunch before I finally took them home again.

Reggie I thought that post was going to stick haha.

I hope that everyone is well and I will try to post again later today.