Anyway, I wanted to know if anyone else has encountered a dramatic increase in their baclofen copays. Mine has more than doubled from $10 to $25 (I am on 80mg/day - 20mg 4x daily). At first, I thought insurance had declined to pay, but the pharmacist explained that baclofen is one of those drugs that have increased dramatically in price.
I have enough sober time now that it leaves me to wonder if I should see if I can get by with a lower maintenance dose, or if I should explore a cheaper alternative such as Zofran (ondansetron) which is still inexpensive. Or do I even still need it?
I honestly believe now that sobriety is more a state of mind than anything else. I've accepted that I can't drink for two reasons: 1. I've been diagnosed with liver disease and we're now talking about survival, and 2. once I start I cannot stop no matter how much baclofen or naltrexone I've been taking. It's said that naltrexone takes away the pleasant euphoria of being drunk. Well it didn't for me so I decided that rather than paying the copay for a medication that did not have the desired effect, I stopped taking it. So if baclofen is nothing more than a security blanket at this point, it's become an expensive one.
I've learned over the past 8 months or so is that recovery is not monolithic. Just as AA (which was helpful in the beginning for me) is not everyone's cup of tea, baclofen will not make all alcoholics a moderate drinker. The solution for me was so simple that I can't believe I overlooked it for so long - I just simply got a life. I reestablished a new social circle of people less fucked up than me and got back into the hobbies I enjoyed before alcohol took over my life. One of my regular cycling and kayaking partners is six years clean off crack and her second husband died of cirrhosis. I find her counsel much more insightful than any of the people I've called a sponsor.
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