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[roxane]

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just asked him and yes, felix hall. a friend of his bought a bit of land there and built a place on it. BTW, its kelvedon lol.
hes off the phone now, so going to spend time with him.

thanks everyone, will check in later.

roxane

[roxane]

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thanks Bak, DH = dear husband. sorry to hear of your niece, sounds like she was young.
then again, Ade is only 44.

roxane

[trixietrack]

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so sorry to hear about your DH. wishing you strengh and peace

trix

[lushy]

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So, so sorry to hear about this Roxanne. You both will be in my prayers.

[Accountable for Me]

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Roxane, so sorry for your news. Please know we will be here for you. Please take care of yourself in the meantime. Much love to you.

[Preciouspinot]

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Roxane,

I will pray as well for your family.

I'm so sorry you have to go through this pain.

[betty boop]

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Roxane, so sorry about your news,

I'm thinking of you and Ade .....

[Guest]

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I am so sorry to hear this. I know how utterly horrible it is to have a loved one dying. You feel hopeless. I have been having a rough time myself. Keep your chin up!!!! Come here and post, that is what gets me through each day.

[MKR]

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You and Ade are in my thoughts and prayers. Please come by often we will be here to support you. I am sorry you are going through this.

[Finding My Self]

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(:l :l :l :l)n is all I can say....(two)n each. I am so sorry....44...

We're here for you and with you...if thoughts could change anything.... but they're with you in shed loads anyway.

FMF xx

[roxane]

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thank you all.

im not crying and i wish i could for some release, but it was beaten out of me when i was a kid. 'i'll give you something to cry about' etc.

we both know that this is it. we have fought against it and Ade has had very aggressive treatment which has left him exhausted, but to no avail.

life can be a bitch sometimes.

roxane

LUV, hope your mum is comfortable at least. somrtimes its the best we can hope for sadly.

[Guest]

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Roxane,
Life can be more than a bitch...a REAL BASTARD! A big ol mean, gruely bastard! But, insert alcohol and I become a real bitch! It is very hard and seems almost impossible at times. We will make it through though Roxane...we will!

[roxane]

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i wont carry on drinking after tonight (i hope), but im not caring about me tonight. maybe fortunately, drinking just makes me stumble over my words. i dont get morbid or mean, but i do forget what was said. so i'm not putting Ade through it, in fact he said he understood (enabler?)

we will make it through LUV, we have to.

roxane

[Guest]

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Hugs to you Roxane, I am so very sorry for your pain.

[Beaches]

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Roxane, I am so sorry you received this news. I will be thinking of you and your family and sending some strength and hugs your way.