things arent getting any better.

[Guest]

I still feel the effects of to much boozing on monday evening and yet I drank last night and have been asked out tonight to drink and I hate myself for it. I actually feel physical pain in my insides like they have been bruised! Its going to kill me if I dont stop and yet its soo damn hard to quit once and for all. Im actually a little afraid to drink again tonight as I feel my liver will collapse once and for all! Maybe I will call and cancel and start day 1 again.

[trixietrack]

things arent getting any better.

I know how you feel. My drinking friends really love me and buy me drinks and are a blast, but this last weekend felt so self destructive.
I am like you afraid to drink. I have been 3 days AF and think I'll keep it up. right now I feel normal again.
stay sober tonight

[Taking Control]

things arent getting any better.

Do call and cancel. Do something special for yourself tonight. Order your favorite takeout food, spend the night reading and posting at MWO and take a hot bath before bedtime. I guaranteee you will feel 1000% better tomorrow if you do this!

My best,
tc

[satori]

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Cancel - you KNOW you have to!

Go on - DO IT!

As more2 said - we are WAY better company and WAY better for your liver!

Satori

[meditation mama]

things arent getting any better.

I have had to cancel many occasions the past few months, but it is SO worth it. I know from experience that until I hit a few WEEKS AF, I cannot go to drinking functions. It is playing with fire for me.

Come here tonight instead...

MM

[Eastender]

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Cancel DON'T go....Look after yourself first you know it makes sense. I am only on 3rd af day ...You can do it with us.

[free bird]

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CANCEL.....eat ice cream and drink tea; watch a sad movie, just don't drink tonight.....

Wake up tomorrow...feeling GREAT

[Bella]

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You will do what you truly feel is right for you limers. But- if you can....try to refrain from pressing that self-destruct button. I am very friendly with the "self-destruct button", or used to be. I had many occassions like you describe and I used to think, "umm....I think I might just bury my head in the sand again tonight and go out drinking.....things will be fine..." Maybe a wake up call is around the corner, you don't know. Trust your true self to do what is best for you. Bella xxx

[Guest]

things arent getting any better.

thanks all ,ive taken your advice and cancelled .Going to drink tea and go to bed with a good book. Thank you all so much for been interested.

[Bella]

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Good for you Limers! Its hard but I reckon you will wake up tomorrow and think, "I'm pleased I did that !" Bella xxx

[cuckoosnest83]

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good for you limers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Accountable for Me]

things arent getting any better.

I am glad you cancelled limers. Your health is WAY more important than a night out with the gang. Take care of yourself. Lots of good food and lots of fluids.