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    #16
    i dont want to go on anymore

    MM is right. Please stay close to us today. If you want to tell us what is going on, that is fine. Otherwise, just keep checking in. You can and will make it through today. We are here with you all day.
    Rest in Peace, Bear. We miss you.

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      #17
      i dont want to go on anymore

      thanks- its all shame...drinking too much around my kids like my mom did...i just cant handle it and want to stop so bad...:upset:

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        #18
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        Oh, buckle - that one is a doosey! I have been ther for sure! Do you want to talk about it? It may help to get it out - I know it helps me... let me know if you want to chat, or you can PM, if you like.

        Thinking of you..

        MM
        Face your deficiencies and acknowledge them, but do not let them master you. Let them teach you patience, sweetness, insight.

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          #19
          i dont want to go on anymore

          Hi Buckle,

          I remember the doom, the gloom, such overwhelming feelings ~right down to the pit of your stomach. I'm so sorry you feel so horrible.

          So many of us have felt this way. It will pass.

          Can you get a hold of your doctor today?

          Have you eaten? That's always a good step.

          magic xx
          ~Are you looking for the Holy One?
          I am in the next seat.
          My shoulder is against yours. ~Kabir

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            #20
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            Poor buckle
            That is one of the worst feelings. The guilt and shame is horrible. I have been there too. Believe me, it does not last forever and can get much much better. You really do have it within yourself to change this. I know how badly you want to. Stay calm tonight. You might think drinking will help you with your feelings but it won't. Try to eat a little bit and drink as much water as you can. Read around these boards and see that you can do this. Chat may be a little slow at this time of day, but be sure to check it out later. Just jump in and say hello. You'll find lots of friendly voices there.
            Rest in Peace, Bear. We miss you.

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              #21
              i dont want to go on anymore

              Buckle, please reach out more and more. I think we all know what it is like to feel so alone. But the beauty of this website is that you are NOT alone. This is an invaluable resource to you and everyone else. Use it. As much as you can.
              We are here, just waiting.
              x
              Amelia

              Sober since 30/06/10

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                #22
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                buckle, you will get through these feelings. you have to . the alternative doesnt bare thinking about.
                you mentioned your children, get your strength through them.

                roxane

                ps. my heart goes out to you

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                  #23
                  i dont want to go on anymore

                  thank you thank you thank you...i made it though yesterday and am feeling slightly stronger today...i couldn't of without all your support....i am hoping to feel even better tomorrow...bless you all...and again all my thanks...buckle

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                    #24
                    i dont want to go on anymore

                    hi buckle,

                    you will feel better tomorrow, I'm betting.

                    A kiss, x,

                    I'm sending hugs too.

                    m. xx
                    ~Are you looking for the Holy One?
                    I am in the next seat.
                    My shoulder is against yours. ~Kabir

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                      #25
                      i dont want to go on anymore

                      I'm thinking about you Buckle.....xxx

                      m. xx
                      ~Are you looking for the Holy One?
                      I am in the next seat.
                      My shoulder is against yours. ~Kabir

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                        #26
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                        am much better today but have been off the boards...today was day 3 AF and I am getting stronger...i will never be able to express my gratitude for the support - truly for me and my family..:l buckle

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                          #27
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                          Buckle!!!!!

                          So very glad to hear it!

                          On to day four!

                          Have you thought about joining one of the AF threads for some daily support?

                          Have a look at "Just Starting Out".

                          Awesome work!

                          m. xx
                          ~Are you looking for the Holy One?
                          I am in the next seat.
                          My shoulder is against yours. ~Kabir

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                            #28
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                            Dear buckle
                            I am so glad to hear you are doing better. I know it was tough going for a while there. It should start getting a little easier now. That's super!!!
                            You might want to make your way over to the Just Starting Out forum and introduce yourself. You will find lots of others who are new to the boards as you are and who can share their experiences with you.

                            Great going Buckledown! Congratulations!!!
                            Rest in Peace, Bear. We miss you.

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                              #29
                              i dont want to go on anymore

                              Buckle, glad you are doing better. This thing takes time and tons of will. Each day brings a new challenge and it does get a bit better. Short term pain for long term pain. You can do it! Just keep posting here.

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                                #30
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                                Buckle

                                So glad to hear you are feeling better. I just ran across your post today. I have severe anxiety issues and am learning how to deal with them. If you ever want me to help you feel free to PM me.

                                Trust me when I say, each day AF you feel a little better and your self confidence improves.

                                You can do this!

                                -lorelei
                                Suddenly I see
                                This is what I want to be
                                suddenly I see
                                Why the hell it means so much to me.

                                -KT Tunstall

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