I really want a drink - NOW!
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I don't know if I am doing this right to reply?
I hope that I can figure this all out, because it is comforting to know I am no the only one that feels like she is living in a bubble.
My cells are shaky right now since I gulped the remaining red wine this AM.
I have to get ready for work, I know a shot of anything would calm my nerves.
I want to stop this so bad and plan to get these suppliments and try all of this, but, I fear being too hopefull for nothing has worked.
I understandBettyBlue
cookinghappy;227273 wrote: Well I'm at the 7.30 pm witching hour. And I'm in a really REALLY bad mood. The reason for my mood is that I've told myself I won't drink tonight and I feel really fed-up because I want to. I feel irritable, and tearful. If I can't drink ... where's the cut-off point between day and evening, childminding time and grown up time? I've wheeled a trolley round the supermarket, had the children since noon today (they get half days at school on Weds and Fridays), my husband who has just got in is going to play football in an hour, and there's nothing on telly but a bloody football match. Yes I'm being bolchy. I know. But I realise what a comfort wine provides, and I'm cross not to have it. I don't want to have a hot bath, read a book, ..... I want red wine!
I hope that I can figure this all out, because it is comforting to know I am no the only one that feels like she is living in a bubble.
My cells are shaky right now since I gulped the remaining red wine this AM.
I have to get ready for work, I know a shot of anything would calm my nerves.
I want to stop this so bad and plan to get these suppliments and try all of this, but, I fear being too hopefull for nothing has worked.
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