The amazing thing for me to read about is all the people who say they have a good life, nothing is 'wrong' and yet still drink.... that sums me up completely.
Things were going well for me until now... its 5pm and I am trying to make excuses in my head (and to my partner) that life is cr*p without red wine. My user name of Muppet suits me. Want to hit the stop button, but with Christmas coming up and work parties etc, how will I get through? Want to run a mile and hide away, come back into the world in the new year.
Have drunk so much tea this past few days (even for an English person!) and am sick of it... life seems dull sober.
Struggling now... want a different life but don't think I'm strong enough even though I know I'll be so angry with myself if I give in tonight. :new:
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