So I do not want to tell her yet. I don't want her husband also to be another loser alcoholic in her life I need to get further along as proof to me and to her I am strong enough to handle this issue. Here is my dilemma. She likes to drink one maybe 2 martinis a week that's it. A night ago she went to get the vodka and of course there was none she shrugged and got a glass of water. Tonight she again after a stressful day really could of used her martini and I felt bad for her. She never has more than one and IMO deserves it. So I went out and got her a bottle made her a martini and poured me a water filled glass unbeknownst to her. We toasted the day and now here I sit confused and torn by my secrecy and playing with fire(water) by having the vodka back in the house so soon. I really don't believe I could drink any right now it nauseates me to even think of it.
I just never expected so many issues to be at play all at once with my drinking problem. I am determined to just face each one at a time and get to the others as time permits. I will welcome any comment suggestions or criticisms as they help keep my mind focused. Whether you know or not, thanks to you all for being here for me it has made all the difference in my success so far.
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