Trying to understand why I want to leave??.. leave this world. I?m not suicidal, not in the act. But by God, I want to leave. I know the effects of AL are morose, but I truly don?t want to exist any more. Have felt for a long time when I drink. To erase my existence and be at peace. Please give me peace! I have two girls 7 & 5. Impossible
Previously oblivion.
But the sensation of no more???..peace & tranquillity.
I just don?t understand! I am trying so hard, but just want to disappear!!
But to even erase my total existence??? Ohhh, If I could.
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