Falling Apart...what now????

[Evie.Lou]

Falling Apart...what now????

THANKS YOU GUYS...HAVE NOT HAD SUCH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM SO MANY,IN MY WHOLE LIFE.I MADE HIM LEAVE BUT CAME BACK LATER DRUNKER THAN DRUNK.MY HUBBY TOOK HIS CAR KEYS AND WE LOCKED OUR SELVES IN THE HOUSE.HE WAS OUTSIDE SCREAMING AND CAUSEING A HUGE SCENE.IT IS AMAZING SOMEONE DIDNT CALL THE COPS.HE FINALLY FELL ASLEEP IN HIS TRUCK AND WE PUT THE KEYS ON THE SEAT NEXT TO HIM.I CRIED MY SELF TO SLEEP AND WHEN I WOKE UP AROUND MIDNIGHT HIS TRUCK WAS GONE.I PRAY THAT HE DOES NOT COME BACK TODAY.HE CAN BE VIOLENT WHEN HE IS DRUNK AND I AM AFRAID OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN.HE MAY BE DANGEROUS.HOPEFULLY HE IS SOBER ENOUGH TO DRIVE HIMSELF HOME WITHOUT KILLING ANYONE.I AM NOT DRINKING BUT I DONT FEEL SOBER EITHER.I FEEL HELPLESS AND EMPTY....I WANT THIS DRAMA TO BE OVER....EVIE

[lukalee]

Falling Apart...what now????

:l This too shall pass.

[Doggygirl]

Falling Apart...what now????

Evie this must be heart breaking for you. I'm so glad you are staying sober through it - booze sure won't help solve this one. First and foremost, I will be thinking about your safety and sending positive vibes in that regard. Best wishes to you and hubby figuring out the next steps in changing the situation.

DG
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[KateH1]

Falling Apart...what now????

Evie, so glad to hear that you did not drink. It sounds like you need to let him go.......at least for now. He is just not ready to stop this madness for himself. Destroying yourself and your life, will do nothing to save him.

Evie, draw on your spritiuality, draw on all of your friends and mentors, that you have spoken so much about. Draw on your resources. These are the times that show, what we are really made of. I know, I too am going through a lot of heavy stuff right now. Many of us are.

We are here to support you. As Luka said, this too shall pass.
xxKate

[Dolly Sunshine]

Falling Apart...what now????

Thinking of you Evie. This means so much to you. Please think of yourself.