I am a stay at home mom, 46 years old, and have been out of the workforce for 6 and 1/2 years. I have a definite drinking problem, and have obtained the book, yet haven't started yet. My husband and I have recently discussed my problem, and he doesn't really see it (I guess I hide it well!), yet I know that my wine consumption has increased dramatically, and once I get started, I truly can't stop.
The problem I have is a great job offer, but it requires full time hours, with at least an hour commute each way. Besides the incredible stress of adjusting to work/home balance, I am most concerned that if I keep drinking it will only get worse, and how can I perform a new job? And, when I do stop with the help of Topamax and the supplements, it will likely coincide with starting the job. Is this even a possibility? Does anyone have any advice on whether I should take on such daunting tasks at the same time?
FYI, the job is not an absolute necessity, we are fine now financially, but it would be a great help to my family as far as benefits and savings. I also loved to work before, and never thought I'd stay home so long. I keep thinking if I don't take this opportunity, then what progress will I make? Will adding so much structure to my life keep me away from drinking due to necessity of children/work demands, or am I setting myself up to fail? I could stay home, work on achieving sobriety and keeping it, exercise and concentrate on myself........
Love to hear any input/advice/experience people have had! I have to decide next week about the job. Thanks in advance!!
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