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[BecomingMeAtLast]

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tear,
I'm not going on my bike today, either. It's rainy and gloomy out. I'm low on myself, too, but I also won't be drinking today, buddy. Let's hang in there. Day 1 for me. Again.

[happydog]

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Thank you all for your support believe me it has help me so much today i got out of bed early and did not feel like going back to bed. like i have been feeling low and depress the last week or so in myself, so i feel its a start for me. i have said on another thread how AL has made me disconnected myself from my friends the last two -three years because i have always put AL first i found it hard to pick that phone up. when i get stronger this will be the first thing i will do. I know im not out of the woods yet because this comes and goes.... each day will get better.
I cant log on here in the evening because of my other half sometimes i have done if his outside having a cigg in the garden then it would be a 5mins. so i know i have to work extra harder but that the way the cookie crumbles ( im probably not the only one on my own here) but then saying that there has been in the past where i have got a bottle in the afternoon planning my evening. so there is no excuse for me where i can get on here. 2days af i feel like i've been on this thread for a long time. Hope you dont think im being selfish.
Becomingmeatlast..hang in there to! we can do this.

[AMELIA]

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Teardrop,
I have been away for a few days and have just caught up with your thread.
I am so pleased that you have got past day 1 and are on your way to getting the AL out of your system.
I know exactly what you mean about AL disconnecting you from family and friends.....I think that is what addiction is all about. Your drug of choice becomes MORE important than the things in life that nourish our bodies and souls. Good friendships, good food and good feelings about oneself.
Your sixty days are not far away if you take this one day at a time. This week will be tough, but week one is tough. You will feel stronger and stronger the longer you abstain.
I think it is great that you reached out and asked for help when you did. You need as much support as you can get. Keep coming back to this thread and asking for help when you need it.....it is not selfish at all....it is survival.
Big hugs
Amelia xxxxx

[gyco]

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hi tear ,it is a never ending story,jokes a side,it is not fun,it will bite at your gut,for the rest of your life,you eventually lern how to deal with it,as many say,it will go away,ask my wife,NO,it will not,no matter one says,i care tht is y this place works gyco

[bestlifeldms]

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Tear, Hope you will feel better soon. Good that you did day 1. We all start at day one and the early ones were not easy for me, for sure. But, keep going and they are soon behind us. Amazing how our outlook changes. Sending you support ~ Lots of it! Hugs, Best

[happydog]

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Thanks ALL.:upset:

I am really feeling confuse after having a phone call from my agency saying i never turn up for a client only had one to do today ( which would of been my first one this week) wake up today thinking it was wednesday. When it is thursday, shit reading through the post i have done 4days af . Im i going mad felts like it . i have lost a day somewhere.
feeling down right now i have taken some more supps, going to bed rearly tonight. i hope tomorrow will not be so confusing for me.

Love
Teardrop.x

[AMELIA]

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Hope you have a good nights sleep and wake up feeling good.
Well done on your 4 days.
xx