hi

[Bella]

hi

i thort i had had mine when i ended up in a hospital...lol twice thats happened. I think my wakeup call will be when ive lost everything

[LookingToGrow]

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Bella, I know it's hard to get on the computer with the children but let us help you in the AM with your plan, okay? Just send any of us a PM when you have time to chat. My PMs go to my email inbox so I know to come here. We are here for you because we have/are been you :lilangel:

[Bella]

hi

thanks lookingtogrow

[startingover]

hi

LTG is right Bella, you need a plan and we can help you with that.

But you also need to know that you dont HAVE to lose everything. Dont allow that to happen. The choice is yours

[cymru]

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It is now Bella. Just try tmr not to drink for 5 days. Nothing for 5 days. See the difference. You have to stop for everyone but most of all for you. You dont deserve it. Your NOT enjoying drinking. There is nothing good going to come out of it. The more you drink, the better things will get? No. Please Bella, dont drink anymore.

[Bella]

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i hate to say it again..but i am a lost cause and totally useless ...but hey, worse things happen in life XX

[Bella]

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i know what its like to NOT drink for a few days and its soooo great..BUT...thwere comes a time where i o drink again ...and when does it all end..this continual struggle

[cymru]

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Thats bull bella. Were all here, and we allcare. if you were usless we would just say, 'ah, dont worry about her, she'll be back tmr' Were worried, cause we know. Weve been there. Me, not so long ago, and you CAN feel better. Trust me. Im a skint welshman, so if i can do it, you can Bella

[startingover]

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You are not a lost cause.
Feeling sorry for yourself wont help you right now hun

[cymru]

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YOU can end this struggle hun. The bottle isnt in control of your life. YOU are. really. Its a decision you can make. tell the booze to feck off. Its your turn to take control.

[Bella]

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you all are AF and i am not. So i feel alone again. I cant help but give excuses to drink more. I wish alcohol would just f......off XXXsorry

[Bella]

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i know....but it is fecking hard when you /one has drunk this much

[startingover]

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Bella, we havent always been AF and the alcohol with f**k off when YOU tell it to
Its possible to do you know....

[Bella]

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fecking???? im not irish...my husband is. and one??? im not the fecking queen

[startingover]

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Course it is, but you have to start somewhere.
You can start right now by stopping drinking and taking some water in.
Tomorrow you can start to work on yourself
You have to want it though, no one else can give you that motivation