Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

[gabby]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

lately its been happening to me too. not much of a whisper tho.

[gyco]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

hi my little northerner freind ,frikkin offel isnt it , thats it , must be the climate,i felt the same all weekend,you ll make it,for me it came out of no where,my wife said i must be doing good cause of the company i keep, thats al of you gyco

[sunshine_gg]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

Funny, how this stuff jumps up at ya, out of the blue. Speaking of blue... I am.. must be some sort of February half way through winter depression kinda thing... dunno. Not really like me, but happening all the same at the moment.

I've eliminated all meds/supps for now - I just wasn't feeling 'right' - not sure. I hate putting stuff into my body, not knowing what the consequences are (Hahaha, ain't that a new one)... if I have cravings or other stupid thoughts, at least I want them to be MY thoughts and deal with them somewhat logically - not having to wonder if these thoughts are somehow drug induced.

So, yes, I've been taking a couple Tylenol 3's today for the after effects of that little car adventure.. but that's it - no Chantix, no Kudzu, nothing else.

I must say, I'm rather amazed that I am indeed still AF and NF after Saturday night... even a month ago, this would have sent me into one serious black out night for sure.

Btw... it's 3 weeks today. Getting closer to the elusive 30 days.

[A Work in Progress]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

Sunny... you're doing good, and, hey: Kudzu is a lot less likely to put thoughts into your head, than Tylenol #3, which is a narcotic...

[startingover]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

Sunny, I remember I had the blues at about 3 weeks, wondering what the hell I was doing, wondering if it would ever become a normal way of life..I think that this type of thinking will crop up from time to time, just as it did when we were drinking....remember, we would think are we alkies? Are we drinking too much etc...and then we'd just numb those difficult thoughts with alcohol..
You are doing so well...If I was you though, I would continue with the Kudzu at these early days...
Feel better soon.

[aprilmoon]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

Sunshine....you were one of the first members that I chatted with when I was new here. I know you can get out of this funk.

I worry about you trying to stop drinking and smoking at the same time. It may be too much at one time. I'm a smoker here and yeah, I know it's bad for me, but I just couldn't even imagine stopping both of them at the same time. This is not to get you to start smoking again, I'm just saying that you have alot going on in your brain and body now. Keep up the good work....There are some newbies looking up to you for your success, but we will be here for you no matter what happens.

Luv ya....

[brightlite]

Wow.. where the hell did that come from?

Maybe some of us have SAD. That winter seasonal disorder. Anyway, I'm feeling a little down too. I'm sure mine is AL related. At least you don't have the guilt with your depression. So....at least you have that going for you if you want to look at it that way! Brighter days are coming. Hang in there.