Don't know what to do

[twinsmommy]

So yesterday I drank to get rid of the sickness from the day before. That was really bad b/c today I am even sicker. I was supposed to have therapy yesterday and couldn't go so we had a phone session. She kept asking if I was drinking and I told her no. I told her the antidepressants made me want to drink more and they made it seem like I was drinking. If she believed that the maybe I should change therapits. Anyway I also said I knew that I am self destructing and still do it. She said since I did well on the Topamax, (except for my b/P) that I may be bipolar b/c topa is a mood stablizer. She said I should call my doc and get off the loprexo and on something for bipolar. but i don't know if i really am b/c i was not truthful about yesterday. i haven't been taking the antidepressants either b/c they do make me want do drink more plus they amlify the effects. I am afraid to call the doc again anf fess up about drinking.
Wish my Naltrexol would get here. Anyone bipolar if so what are the symptoms?

[Evie.Lou]

Don't know what to do

It is a never ending cycle of drinking to recover from drinking. I have been there and I KNOW !!!
The Naltrexone will help with the cravings but it is not a MAGIC pill. It is gonna take work on your part to stop this vicious cycle. PM me if I can help.

[goingtofeelgreat]

Don't know what to do

Bipolar is extreme ups and then extreme downs.

I have Major Clinical Depression which I have in check. I was diagnosed in 2002 and am now almost off my anti-depressants. It's been a long haul.

I think if you truly want help, then call the therapist back. They can't help you if they don't have all of the facts.

Wishing you a wonderful day,
GTFG

[twinsmommy]

Don't know what to do

Thank you I might do that. I have since my last post called for couseling w/someone who specializes in substance abuse.

[twinsmommy]

Don't know what to do

Gonna see if I can get to AA today.