i posted this over in the newbies nest too...i hope you don't mind that i put it in two places. i really need to find someone to talk to, not sure where to go.
i did ok for a couple days. then, yesterday evening, i fell off again. i can't believe this is my life. and i am doing it to myself. why do i keep doing this?? i feel so sick, and depressed, and awful. i don't know what to do. i just can't stop crying. i'm so out of control. i'm literally falling apart. i want to work on a plan. aa meetings are not a possibility for me most days. i just have no idea where i will be at any given time. i travel so much for work. i am working on getting some sort of structure in my life, but i don't know where to start. i am at my wits end. i feel so alone. i don't know what to do.
i did ok for a couple days. then, yesterday evening, i fell off again. i can't believe this is my life. and i am doing it to myself. why do i keep doing this?? i feel so sick, and depressed, and awful. i don't know what to do. i just can't stop crying. i'm so out of control. i'm literally falling apart. i want to work on a plan. aa meetings are not a possibility for me most days. i just have no idea where i will be at any given time. i travel so much for work. i am working on getting some sort of structure in my life, but i don't know where to start. i am at my wits end. i feel so alone. i don't know what to do.
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