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[LBoogie14]

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Hi Kayla. You can do it. It sounds like you are getting on track. Good for you for doing the tea and water and veggie soup. I'm only on day 13, but I have found that healthy eating does help me stay away from the bottle. We are all here for the same reason. Just post on here when you feel overwhlemed and someone will be there to help pick you up.
Your family and your mom are in my prayers. Just think that you are rewarding yourself by making the choice NOT to self destruct. It's so easy in times of despair to want to quiet the noise and numb the pain, but we all know where that gets us. Be strong and be proud that you are here!

[Kayla]

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Thanks to all who've replied. I don't want to take space that others might need for posting, so I'll post in other areas of the board when I can - and hopefully check in when others need help ...
Things are on the up ... through withdrawals ... on day 7 now and trying to just keep it in the day.
We're all working on our problems and that's a great start!

[Guitarista]

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Good to hear Kayla. That's a huge achievement i reckon. Great going, and keep it up!.............G.

[byebyebridgetjones]

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Hi Kayla,
I can certainly sense your loneliness. I sure do know THAT feeling ! Glad things are looking brighter for you Kayla, and thanks for telling us your story.
Bridget.

[paula]

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Hi Kayla, sending you good wishes for you and your family. I often come across ms in my work, it's a very cruel disease. I pray for your mum to go into remission. I know ms has varying degrees of severity. Keep up the good work, you know you can win against al. x

[livingfree]

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Hi Kayla - I remember you indeed - a big hug today ... You are back in the right spot to find your way out. You can do it -- remember ... lots of support here. Post and read!

[rubywillow]

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Kayla, you keep coming back here if you need to. You will be where you need to be. I'm sorry it took me so long to see your post. I won't go into lots of details here, but I, too, have MS, but very, very early, and very controlled by great US docs. I'm so sorry for your situation, and especially for the burden on you right now. I am a mother, and I know your mom understands that you do what you have to do, for her, yourself, and your daughter. If I had to choose whose needs came first, they would be my grandchildrens, then my children, always before myself, but I would want you to be sober and safe, leading a happy and productive life. Stay in touch with me, please. Let me help you any way I can, even if its just to talk to you as your mother might in some situations. You have done such a great thing coming here. PM me, e-mail me, but stay with us. You are VERY important here, probably one of the most important people posting right now, OK?
Rubywillow