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[RedThread12]

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Hey, Annie . . . just another "you go, girl!". My prayer to the universe is that this is the last time you feel this sickness just as it is . . . there's nothing else alcohol/drugs offer. Ain't that the sh**ts. I had to be really patient and kind and forgiving - of myself - to let my body have a chance to heal. Cheers to the miracle that you've chosen and I encourage you to love and fogive yourself lots . . . and then even more.
In my experience, each detox and each starting new is harder than the last, brings up more difficult emotional stuff, makes it harder to have a life . . . . so I'm casting all my votes for this to be your last
go-round. I'm sure it can be.

[ilovejafa]

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Good for you Annie, you sound positive even though you've had a rough couple of days.
Please check in when you can ...

Jafa :h

[savon19]

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Maybe I'm not understanding what a "seizure" is. I've seen it on TV and, if it's the same thing, that is Freakin' SCARY.

That is More than just having a drinking problem (I do, btw) - that is cause for deep concern. Hospital-type concern!!

SO glad you got help.

Please know you can get better. Try the ODAT thread. That's what we all do: One Day at a Time!

[MF]

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Hi Annie - just a quick note to say hope you're okay.

[Doggygirl]

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Hi Annie. Just throwing another vote of support your way! I'm glad you got meds to get you through what sounds like a pretty bad withdrawl. One day at a time - sobriety has a LOT more to offer than AL does. You can do this. Remember what your bottom looks like so AL can never convince you that there is something glamorous awaiting you in the bottle. There never is for people like us.

WE CAN!!

DG

[MissMerlot]

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Just checking in

Hi all,

Thanks for all your support.:l:l:l

I got through last night okay but was a bit of a grump....not because i wanted or craved a drink it was because having one is not an option for me.It is not a choice will i/won't i? it's 'i can't'
o/h & i went out for a drive and when we passed everyone going out on their regular sat night like normal people i could taste the sour grapes...jealous and angry but i found a different frame of mind that said they're going out to drink poison,what fools,they could end up like me if that shit gets it's grip.

Got up this morning,so glad to feel like my old self again,not that i really remember who 'my old self' is anymore as i've been drunk or partially drunk for the best of ten years.

At 34 i'm going to find the person i was when i was 24.Not a drunk.

In jammies now and ready for bed,if only i could get these wains of mine to opt for an early nite 2!!!lol

Love & hugs to you all..

annie
xx

[jada]

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I will pray for you Annie.

[Popeye]

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Annie.....
I see people going out for a drink and I see a different species. I'm not one of them and to be honest, I'm glad I'm not. I never did like pubbing or clubbing. I'm not that interested in joining in. I did most of my drinking with as little company as possible.
Just an aside....

[jada]

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Me to

[mollyka]

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and me

[brightlite]

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me too Popeye. So sad. I was never one to drink because I wanted to be surrounded by people...on the contrary, probably drank because I wanted to sequester and seclude myself from a cold, harsh world...oh the therapy I probably need!

[brightlite]

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Annie,

I hope you are doing better. I wish I could help in some way. Stay strong girl! I'm am a literalist and blunt sometimes, but it is either that or risk insanity or death!!!

[Fresh Hope]

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Hello Annie,
Sending you my best wishes from Northern Canada...I am thinking about you...... stay strong, close your eyes and just try to picture all the people, from all over the PLANET, that are thinking about you and want the best for you....close those eyes and conjure up the diverse group of loving souls sitting at their keyboards, that want you to be well...more than a few have typed here to send you hope and many, many more read it and silently send their love and support .
Good luck
FH :h

[Angelcakes]

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:l:l:l Annie. May that be the last time.

xo

[JackieClaire]

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and me.
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