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[beagle]

ever really felt like topping yourself,but then thought it was probably bad timing?

[Miss Behaving]

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Beagle - you dont sound great. Wozzup??

[beagle]

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tired of living aunty mame.

[Miss Behaving]

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want to do chat?

[Miss Behaving]

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or real time phone if you want to send me your phone number by PM

[startingover]

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Beagle, check in sweetie, whats happening with you?

[JackieClaire]

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Beagle,
Let us know how you are. PM me anytime.

Jackie xxx

[MissMerlot]

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Hope this post finds you well Beagle love.

Please drop in and say hello...

We'l provide the hankies if you need to cry...

I'll wipe the snot...lol

hugs & prayers
xx

[beagle]

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Thanks Starters,JC,annie...
Funnily enough I've just listened to the 1st of the cd's & snot & tears all gone.Good stuff.
Black holes are deep bastards aren't they?

[Popeye]

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Hi Beagle,
I did think about it a long time ago. I got as far as putting my thoughts into action but I'm so glad it didn't work. I'd have missed all the best bits.
I was a different person then, riddled with all sorts of emotional unease and distress and I really and truely couldn't see the point, but I climbed out of my own Black Hole and have fallen into a few others since then, but one thing that I have learned is that nothing last forever and while there will always be some suffering there will also be some joy.
There will.

:l

[beagle]

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Nice post Popeye.
I'm bloody tired of falling into these holes though!
Oh well,like you said....things will get better.
Thanks for your kind words.

[MissMerlot]

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Hey beagle,i've been in a black hole so many times i need sunglasses when i get myself heaved out of it....lol
Popeye,ur post was well written and absolutley true.
You'll turn a corner without even realising it and then you will look back and wonder how you got through it all....
But,trust me,you will....

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger...never a truer phrase!

much love & prayers
annie
xx

[beagle]

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too true anniemac.
It's a bizarre saying isn't it.
In my profession (vet) - we always say we can kill 'em or cure'em.
Along with other fine pearls of wisdom...
"If in doubt,cut it out" is my personal favourite.

[Anjicia]

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Hi Beagle i hope you feel a bit better i think we've all been in that black hole at some stage or other i certainly have. Its a horrible feeling we just have to try pull ourselves out of it. As we all know drinking makes it worse but do we ever learn? :l

[greeneyes]

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here's a hole in my sidewalk by Portia Nelson

Chapter One
I walk down the street
There's a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in
I'm lost. . . I'm helpless
It isn't my fault
It takes me forever to find a way out

Chapter 2
I walk down the same street
There's a deep hole in the sidewalk
I pretend I don't see it
I fall in again
I can't believe I'm in the same place
But it isn't my fault
It still takes a long time to get out

Chapter 3
I walk down the same street
There's a deep hole in the sidewalk
I see it there
I still fall in. . . it's a habit
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault
I get out immediately

Chapter 4
I walk down the same street
There's a deep hole in the sidewalk
I walk around it

Chapter 5
I walk down another street



Being a victim, I had no idea that I had choices. As a survivor, I started making choices. Discovering that I had choices gave me control of my life. I could walk down another street. This awareness of choices is the beginning of recovery. Without awareness there can be no change.