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Thank you, all my friends. I was SO, SO, SO close to drinking last night. Dont know what happened. I was at over 4 months AF and all of a sudden it just hit me....hit me hard! It was such a bad feeling. You guys are so awesome, just to know you're all thinking of me made me feel better! Anyway, I made it, but the urge was SO strong. This is a horrible disease we are dealing with. Ugh...I don't want to feel like that again, but being a realist I know it will. Thank you all again for caring. I stopped taking my Antabuse because "I was OK"....but I'm taking it again. Obviously I'm still not ready. Thank you for being there.:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.
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But... You made it through!!! Yay for that!!! I completely understand what "feeling" your talking about K-9. I bet it was the same feeling I felt on Friday when I went and bought wine, brought it home, and took a sip, ALL WHILE I KNEW I still had Antabuse in my system.
If it wasnt for the fear of the Antabuse, I would have totally gone there. Thank God I managed to come to my senses before I ended up in the E.R.
Im so glad you made it through and DIDNT give in. That was a HUGE challenge, but you did it!!!
So you took your Antabuse again? Good girl. If thats what it takes to keep you strong and sober, then so be it. Im thinking about you Dear Girl, and dont be a stranger around these here parts ok???I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!
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