Well I fucked up

[K9Lover]

I drank. And somehow I brought in a stray cat...to boot.

[K9Lover]

Well I fucked up

Definitely a stray...skinny, starved...but I had to put my beloved dog in the garage....ugh....the drinking. It's ok...back on tomorrow. Is that really 160 days down the drain???

[Determinator]

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well drinking we can fix, but the stray cat may be a problem

good to see you K9lover, you have a good recent track record and I have total faith in you

[Solitaire]

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Dearest K9!

I am sending you huge hugs!!! The guilt and self-loathing and disappoinment in worse than ANY hangover on this planet...

I am no astrologer, but I am sure it has got something to do with the stars!!!! So many senior members are having a hard time...

Saturday would have been 90 days for me, and I "celebrated" it on Friday with POISON!!! So, I am in a similar situation... Guess that put me back to Grade 1 again

We make mistakes, and that is ok, as long as we don't forget the lesson, no?

:sigh:

:yourespecial:

:nomonkey:

Warm hugs from Africa coming your way

xxx

[HoldingPattern]

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I agree with Zen: I see it as 1 drinking day out of 161. The most important thing is not to let it interfere with whatever you were doing that gave you 160 days of success!

[mario]

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Hi k9 sorry to hear you sliped,its not the end of the world as zenstyle says its up to you what way you look at it,but 1 day out of 160 is great,jump back in here, you know you can do it.good luck with the cat, maybe you can call it bottles :-)






ps thanks for being honest with us.

[Angelcakes]

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K9 I love your posts!
You're a strong gal...you'll get your mojo back.
I had a relapse few weeks back also but we can't change that...just learn from it.

[Guest]

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Grrrr!!!!!!!! Is all I've got to say.

[one2many]

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Awwhhh K9,

I feel for you hon. I am so sorry you decided to drink but good on you for not letting it turn into a binge and getting back on track.

As for losing your 160 days.....thats up to you, if it were me, unfortunately I would be right back to day 1.

Strength to you xx

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

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Hi K9 bummer on that decision. Whether you count as day 1 or 1 day in 161, does it really matter, I dont think so.
Today is a new day and a new dawn, its all about what you do with it. Coming here and being honest was the first step, now onwards and upwards sweet lady.

[Guest]

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Got some more words now.

Hope you are ok, get back on that wagon because I'm having difficulty riding this tandem on my own.

Please, please don't let it open the gates for some more, which is a common effect of a slip.

[patrice]

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K9 my dear

You offer so much encouragement to other people and your posts are so human...
You had a slip/relapse after 160 days.. you did a whole 160 days without booze and had 1 day on booze.. I would be looking at it like that

You really are a star - get that crown back on.. I know you can

Patrice xxx

[mollyka]

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Poor old you - I know exactly how you feel - was there in May. I was devastated at the time but if you get straight back on the wagon the harm is very limited -like UK says, be careful it doesnt open the floodgates - be strong and determined today and yeah, I'm did go back to Day 1 reckon it taught me a lesson. I wanted to be where I had been again, and I am.
Don't know about the cat
Molly:l

[Chillgirl]

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K9 - :l
So sorry for your slip up, your a great asset to this site so dust yourself down and jump back up here on the wagon. Remember failure is an event not a person and yesterday ended last night, its over, keep your eyes focused on the road ahead....

[JackieClaire]

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K9 :l
My heart sank when I saw that. Hopefully it's a lesson learned and you'll get yourself PDQ on the wagon, you don't want to let this lead to an out and out relapse.
Anyway back to day 1 of the next 160 days and this time you've got a poor wee cat to look after.
Can you work out what triggered it or was it one of those stupid cravings that seem to appear out of nowhere?
You're back, you're needed here. I honestly think if I'd done it I would have just disappeared.
J x
:l