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[Lillypond059]

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K9 I really hope you are feeling better,maybe you could say it 159 days, you have done so well, I would say be proud of that. You are lovely, and you have always been there to support myself and others.
Take Care
A bunch of:l:l:l:l:l:l from me

Lilly x

[techie]

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Oh Niner I know you'll push through this. We're all human. We all make errors in judgement. You still have a 160 days to be so very proud of. You are an outstanding member of this community. Get yourself right back in the battle. You just incurred a small debit on your alcohol free account, but you have plenty left in the bank. Now start making those AF deposits again. John xoxoxo

[mama bear]

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name the kitty Tipsy!!

[KateH1]

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Hi K9, it sounds like this slip up has really broken your heart...xxx But the good thing is that you are taking this very seriously, re-evaluating and getting right back on track! That is the really important thing! I do not think that one night of drinking un-does all of your hard work, especially if you use this as a learning opportunity! You are such a dear soul and your comittment to your sobriety is quite obvious, so, pick yourself up and just keep moving forward!

xxx Kate

[Ringing Cedars]

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Hey K9! How are you doing young lady??? ((hugs))

I too am sorry your al mind won this one, as I know you are. I just want to throw weight onto Greenie's, Hippie's and Techie's replies. I think they've hit it on the head for your continued success in your war(you've won many battles and will continue to do so--I know it!)

Hope you are able to rest, hydrate and reflect without self flagellation(Beagle used that term recently--I kinda like it )

Will be thinking of you Niner.:l

[Accountable for Me]

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(((HUGS)))

Hop right back on! You have done marvelous, darlin'!

[Finding myself]

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It's all good! Your doing great just pick yourself up and start again. If at first you don't succeed try try again... It's only one day! That's what you would tell me I'm pretty sure! Your words have helped me and many more. About the cat?hmmm.... well at least it has a good home and you found a new friend. maybe put it in the garage with a nice comfy bed and food out there instead of your dog. That's how my cat lives and she doesn't mind at all. Hydrate yourself and get some sleep! Good luck!

[one2many]

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Hope you check in soon hon, thinking of you (and the cat)

[Panno]

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Hi K9 really hope you get back on board soon, I would give my right arm to be 160 days and only 1 slip you were truly great to post I love your contribution to this site-... please let us know how your going :l

[Pride before Fall]

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K9, it says so much that you're posting about the slip and not just saying "f*ck it" and throwing in the towel. You're honest with yourself and with others who are struggling, and if there's one consistent quality I've seen in the long-term sober people here, it's that.

I know it's a little thing, but the Drink Tracker really helps me reaffirm my commitment to staying AF. Can't hurt to try it! Post your first "zero" and move forward from there. And don't look back (except at the string of zeros).

Big hugs!

Pride

Welcome to My Way Out

[ebayfisher]

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If I put "0" here I'm lieing. cant herdel the first bump been though regerios detox and reabilatation! gone 5 years twice know cann"t drop the past. Stupid acts and wrong time don't seem to mater to me , I cann't forgive myself and cann't see being forgavin, even though it is written.
Right now the economy is so low I can not find a job, I'm independet and have allways found work! Great pay that allows me to pay my bills and help my kids it's not there. I can't pay my bills our help my kids. Karma strikes again for my past. I t took some time before I again started drinking.,stuck in stupid!

[goingsobermum]

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I hope day 162 is going better. Stroking a cat has got to be more relaxing than drinking! Either you can chuck it back out with the booze or keep it as a reminder of day 161.

[momof3]

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K9

Please don't discount all that you've learned from 160 days of being AF. My hope for you is that you don't let your slip turn into a full blown relapse and that you reflect on what led you to drink. Identify what you need to change to stay AF and make a plan. You can do it.

M3

[Mish]

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I'm feeling so disgusted with myself. I don't know what I was thinking but I walked into the bottle shop and out with four bottles of wine, arrived home and drank them around the clock until they were all gone. I can only imagine how disappointed you must be after 160 days, but you are inspiring others by openly sharing with us. Thank you so much.

[Pink Angel]

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We ARE human and mistakes ARE part of our life wether we like it or not. We all dissapoint ourselves and others but forgiveness is the biggest healer. dont focus on what has been, focus on what is to be. The future CAN be bright if we decide that it will be. Thinking of you, Pink xxoo